Diamond Umbrella

Sorry mom,I can't do that for.Even for your birthday.

2012-01-10T22:43:00.000+02:00

11 January 2012..

Happy birthday mom.Selamat hari jadi mak. Sanah Helwah Ya Ummi.. I'm so grateful dah I am still able to wish you for your birthday. Jugak bersyukur sebab mak berada dalam keadaan sihat walafiat. Thats enough to make me happy since I'm so far from you.

Yes..Our big family might say, kakak ni anak mak abah yang paling baik. Dengar cakap mak abah, jarang melawan, rajin...bla bla bla.. But you know me the best mak..

You know that I'll do everything for you right? Anything. Everything. From the smallest to the biggest thing.

Kalau kita pergi pasar, or pergi shopping, kakak akan angkat semua beg plastik tu. Kakak taknak bagi mak berat berat angkat. Kesian. Dahlah mak paling rendah dalam family. (Walaupun mak selalu claim mak lagi tinggi daripada kakak kan) kalau angkat byk barang,kesian. Lagipun kakak nak mak enjoy shopping. Or pilih ikan. Genting genting jari kakak pun takpe.

Sepenat mana pun kakak, kakak akan temankan mak pergi program or mesyuarat mak yang boring tu even sampai tengah malam. Kakak risau mak penat. Risau kalau mak drive sorang sorang. Dahla mak tu suka drive sambil tidur. And Alhamdulillah,since kakak boleh drive, kakak banyak drive-kan mak. So,you can concentrate on your works.

Ingat tak suatu hari tu, balik dari mesyuarat, kereta kita belakang kereta mayat cina ni. truck terbuka. Belakang tu ada apek tua duduk kat kerusi.Tengahnya ada keranda. Mak suruh kakak potong sebab lambat sangat kereta mayat cina tu. Masa kakak potong nampak driver dia pakai baju merah muka macam melayu sikit. Lepas tu kita pun sambung bercerita bersembang. 10 minit lepas tu kita ada kat belakang kereta mayat tu balik. The very same kereta mayat. Apek tua, keranda, driver baju merah. Masing masing pelik. Mak kata mungkin kita tak perasan kereta mayat tu potong kita masa kita tengah rancak bersembang. Then kita potong balik kereta mayat tu twice! And again,we always stuck behind it. Sampai kali ke-empat tu kita make sure kita betul-betul potong dia and make sure its behind us all the time sampai tak nampak lagi dah. Masalahnya kita bukannya takut. Last2 kita dua gelak gila gila sampai keluar air mata! Even until now i dont know why we laughed!

The other time,when you want to go to your friend's daughter wedding but abah had works on that day. Abah never let you drive in KL.Paling paling Putrajaya je. But you want to go so bad. So I offer myself to drive you. I'd never been to that place. Tapi bila abah tanya tau tak jalan nak pergi,kakak iyekan je. Abah cakap ikut jalan ni.. jalan tu.. kakak angguk je buat faham and tau. Padahal satu pun tak masuk telinga kakak. Kakak redah je. And Alhamdulillah, sampai je kita tanpa sesat. Hebat kan kakak?

Mak sangat manja kalau kakak balik cuti dari Mesir. Hari hari balik kerja mesti nak kakak ambik. Kalau lambat sikit mesti mak merajuk. Tapi kakak lagi pandai,kalau kakak rasa kakak dah lambat,kakak akan bawak diniy sekali,mesti mak tak jadi marah. Breakfast pun nak hari hari dengan kakak. Pukul 9-10 pagi mak mesti call. Suruh datang dalam masa 10minit. Dahlah masa tu sure sangat kakak tidur lagi. Tapi terpaksalah datang jugak kan dalam tak mandi tak gosok gigi dengan baju tidur pegi office mak just untuk sarapan sama sama.

Kuku mak memang kakaklah yang potongkan. Walaupun kuku tu dah pendek,nak jugak potong. Tu sebab kakak marah,dah pendek nak potong ape lagi. Sekarang opah pun dah berjangkit,asal nampak muka kakak suruh kakak potong kuku. Tapi kakak memang suka potong kuku orang pun. Kadang kadang tu cari orang siapa yang nak potong kuku.

Kalau kakak datang pejabat mak, sebab tak tahan kakak merengek rengek, mak akan suruh kakak taipkan kertas kerja mak. At least i had something to do to shut me up. Hehe.. Sorry mak.

Kakak suka ikut mak pergi hotel for food tasting. Because i can order whatever i want. Yes, because of mak and abah's job, since i was little I've been to hundreds of hotels all over Malaysia. Kecuali Sabah Sarawak. Selalu ponteng sekolah sebab mak memang kalau boleh taknak tinggalkan kitorang.

Yeah, I know you know how hard my heart is. Kakak dengar je mak and abah sembang pasal kakak. Masa kakak tidur, abah peluk kakak, mak kat sebelah kakak, kakak dengar je abah cakap "Anak manja abah sorang ni, jarinya panjang panjang..mulutnya sobang sobang. Muncung je bila merajuk" sambil pegang pegang jari and mulut. Sobang? sobang tu mulut muncung kalau merajuk. Hahaha. Diorang hyperbola je tu. Then mak sambung " Walaupun kakak ni paling lembut cakapnya, suka gelak,sikit sikit gelak,sikit sikit gelak, tapi hatinya keras. Memang susah nak ubah. Egonya tinggi. Ikut abanglah." Abah senyap je.. "Kalau dia merajuk tu,pujuklah macamana pun. Susah betul. Dulu dia taknak cakap dengan abang dulu lama. Dekat seminggu. Abang pujuk dia taknak. Lepas tu abang marah balik and abang merajuk,dia buat tak tau je. Abang pujuk dia balik barulah dia nak cakap dengan abang. Dasyat..dasyat.." sambil pukul pukul manja. Tapi sakit tau bah! terpaksa tahan.. tahan... pura pura masih tido. Sorry bah,itu masa kakak kecik, lepas tu abah marah kakak atas sebab yang tak betul, sebab dengar cakap orang luar. Memanglah kakak marah. Kakak ni kan anak abah. You should trust me.

Ada sekali tu kakak gaduh dengan adik sebab baju kurung. Then kakak merajuk, taknak pakai baju kurung tu. Tapi emak menggunakan kuasa veto sebagai emak suruh kakak pakai jugak baju tu. Mana aci guna kuasa veto mak!!!

Balik summer yang lepas lah kakak paling tak boleh lupa. Mak bagi your backstabber @ your ex-bestfriend @ your ex-staff join your programme kat hotel mana tah kakak lupa. Itu kakak tak kisah lagi. Just don't let her in front of me because I might curse her right there. Tapi masa kat bilik, mak suruh makan sama dengan dia. Hell NO! Mak mungkin dah maafkan dia. Tapi kakak tak. Takkan. Kakak takkan lupa apa yang dia buat kat mak. And how dia buat seorang anak yang jauh dari Malaysia risau macam orang gila dekat mak. I'll never forget that. I dont even want to look her in her face. Even I once considered her as my second mom. I hate her with all my heart. Mak, we argued for about an hour. Abah just kept silent. Because he knew how i felt.So u said at least I could greet her. Mom, I never want to talk to that old lady! You kinda begged me for that. So i said yes. Salam je. Thats all I could do. And I got out of our hotel room and cried. Because I didn't want to touch that hand of a person that once hurt my mom. You found me crying and you said how proud you were of me, and you understand i acted like that because I love you so much and hugged me. That was the only reason why i was abled to 'salam' her. But thats all I did. Dengan muka ketat, salam dia, biarkan dia cakap sorang sorang. I didn't utter a word. Satu soalan dia pun aku tak jawab. The next week,she invited us family to her son's wedding at Teluk Intan. I went to Teluk Intan, but I didn't go to the wedding. I asked abah to drop me & adik at steak house, and fetch us after the wedding. Mak dah tak berani nak paksa. Abah ok je dengan plan kitorang. Siap bagi duit belanja lagi!

I'm so sorry mak. Thats the only thing I can't do for you. Ever. I can never forgive the person that hurts you. Even for your birthday.. Happy birthday mom.

INDIA - Preparation Day

2011-10-01T17:25:00.000+02:00

22nd July- Last day of exam. Microb. Oral. Habis je, terus pegi komiyah and did some last shopping for the next day.

Semangat tak ingat dunia. Siap beli baju baru lagi nak pakai esok. Sehelai je. Sehelai. Sebab? Bila saya kata "Aku takda bajulah nak pakai kat India.." Followed by......

Mizah : Kau jangan nak mengada ngada kata takde baju! Sampai nak roboh almari kau tu apa??!!

Qis : Baju kaulah paling banyak intan!

Pot : Blahla kau! Eiiii... baju dia sampai tak muat muat almari kata takda baju lagi!

Tapi masih tak dapat lawan Balqis punya ayat....

Qis : Aku rasa aku nak bawak 4 PASANG kasut pegi India..

Followed by......

Mizah : Woi..kita ni nak pergi travel. Takkan beg kau nak penuh dengan kasut je? Lagi satu, kau jangan mengada ngada nak pakai wedges kau yang tinggi tu. Nanti terkehel kaki nak jalan jauh!

Qis : Alaaaa... Aku baru ingat nak pakai dengan skirt aku tu.. cantiknyaaaa...

Me : Qis, aku taulah kita nak pergi India. Tapi tak bermakna kita nak buat videoclip hindustan kat situ nak guling guling tukar baju kasut semua..

Azhani pulak lain ceritanya.. Beg deuter 90L die penuh! bapak berat!! Dia ni nak pindah ke.Tapi dia kata dia larat..oklah tu,

Kami check in paling lama. Sebab tiket kami paling panjang. Berapa bayak punya transit. Habis orang check in tu panggil semuaaaaa kawan kawan die untuk masukkan kod yang mana satu. Me pulak? Terpaksa panjang lebar terangkan kat makcik belakang pasal apa lambat.

To be continued...

Pre-India

2011-09-27T18:50:00.000+02:00

Habis je exam on 22nd July haritu,esoknya 23rd terus angkat beg ke India. Tapi.. dugaannya... hanya kami & tuhan je yang tahu. Start dari cari tiket sampai lah hari nak pegi. Tapi kami yakin,kalau kami boleh survive mesir,campaklah kami kat mana mana.Hidup punya. Mulanya plan kami tak menentu. Kejap nak ke India. Kejap nak ke Italy. Kalau kami tunggu result keluar,kami ke Italy. Kalau tak,ke India. Tapi since kalau repeat exam pun,lepas raya, kami ambik keputusan ke India then terus balik Malaysia. By the way,Alhamdulillah.. kami semua lulus exam & dapat naik tahun. Senyum!

Dari sekecik kecik masalah ke sebesar besar masalah yang kami hadapi ialah :

1) Kami terdiri daripada 4 orang gadis sahaja. Ya. Hanya kami 4 orang. Sebab apa?

Sebab susah nak cari orang yang sekepala yang rilex yang tak cerewet nak jalan jalan ni. Lelaki? Errmmm..ermmm.. *mintak mintak takdelah yang baca ni* As for me,diorang ni susah nak buat keputusan. Susah nak komited. "Tengoklah dulu", "Camne plan?" "Ishhh..dengan sape je lagi?" "Bajet berapa?" "Eh,India? berani ke?" Kami yang perempuan pun tak tanya macam tu. I mean,of course la kena plan betul betul. Tapi kami sendiri pun tak pernah sampai tempat tu.So,why not figure it out together? If I want something,I'll make sure i get it. Susah sikit takpe. Lagipun saya ni jenis yang redah je. It's fun! Saya ni,kalau ada sorang je kawan pun cukup. Asalkan dapat berjalan. Oh,saya just bagitau parents saya nak ke India dengan kawan kawan saya. Saya tak pernah bagi detail. Sure sure diorang risau. Dah balik baru diorang tau saya berempat perempuan je. Sampai sekarang my dad tabik spring kat saya.

2) INDIA??????!!!!!! Kenapa India??

Tak ramai yang tau plan kami ke India ni. Memang sengaja rahsiakan. Berdasarkan insiden tahun lepas,baik senyap senyap je. Tapi ade jugak yang kami bagitau. Macam macam jenis reaksi yang saya dapat bila saya bagitau kami nak ke india.

"India??? Kenapa India???" "Kenapa taknak round europe? negeri mat salleh?" "Siapa punya idea ke india ni?" "Hah??? India?? korang biar betul!!" "Siapa yang hasut korang ni?" "Ada apa je kat India tu?" "India tu bahaya tau tak??" Rasa sakit hati pun ada kadang kadang.Tapi sabar je.

Lain orang, lain tujuan mengembara. Mengembara. Cewah!! Ada yang nakkan bilangan negara yang dilawati. Ada yang just nak menunjuk nunjuk kan kawan kawan. Ada yang nak tempat yang best best standard gitewwww! Tapi, saya suka melancong sebab saya nak tengok dengan mata kepala sendiri culture & tradition negara lain. Yang hanya boleh dapat kat negara itu sahaja.Kos pulak sesuai dengan status pelajar saya ni. Jadi kenapa India? Sebab India ni sangat kaya dengan budaya & tradisi yang unik & tersendiri. Tamadun yang wujud sejak lama dulu. Boleh dapat kat Europe? Kebanyakan negara negara europe ni stereotype. Lebih kurang sama. Kredit lagi pasal India ni, sebab dia on the way balik from egypt to Malaysia. Matawang rendah. Makcik Balqis ada sana. Kat Karaikudi & Chennai. So,2 tempat dah settle tempat tinggal dengan makan. Pakej tak pakej? Haaa.. lagi satu. Sebab ada Taj Mahal. Saya ni berangan nak kumpul 7 keajaiban dunia.

3) Traveling bag, Flight Ticket, & Visa

Traveling bag - Merata rata kami cari deuter. Ada yang soal siasat habis habis. Ada yang 2-3 kali hantar ke rumah, ada yang paksa ambik, ada yang siap cari kami & tanya nak pinjam ke tak. Ada jugak yang berdalih. Terima kasih untuk anda anda anda anda dan anda yang bagi kami pinjam beg beg tu. Ada cenderahati untuk korang semua. SYUKRAN!!

Flight ticket - Serious susah nak cari tiket Multi-city. Plannya nak Cairo-Delhi-Msia-Cairo. But it ends up jadi Cairo-Jeddah-Mumbai-Chennai-Delhi-Chennai-Kuala Lumpur-Jeddah-Cairo. Bayangkan berapa kali kitorang naik kapal terbang. Sampai nak bosan bosan dah. Tapi, ribuan terima kasih untuk yang carikan tiket kami. Kalau takda korang, tak berjalan kitorang.

Visa - Ada masalah sikit pasal Visa ni. Kami terlambat uruskan. 4 hari before berlepas baru uruskan visa. Bayangkan tiket dah ada tapi Visa takda. Tapi kami tak putus semangat. Kami usaha jugak. Dahlah imigresen India kat cairo tu gila bengkeng. Lantak. Tak Kira. Nak jugak. Kena marah pun,kami sua sua jugak muka kitorang depan dia. Biar dia sampai "Eiii..rimasnya aku budak budak ni! Tak paham bahasa ke dah lambat??? Eh,budak ni lagi? Yelah! Yelah! aku buatkan,aku dah tak sanggup menghadap budak budak ni!" Mana taknya. Dua hari berturut turut kitorang desak makcik bengkeng tu. Sampai saya & Balqis bermalam kat Cairo.Kat rumah Pak Long. Padahal lagi 3 hari nak exam Microb final. Sesat sesat pulak tu nak pegi rumah paklong. Terima kasih untuk dua orang kawan kami yang tolong pasal Visa ni. Sorang tolong kat embassy Malaysia. Sorang lagi tolong desak ambikkan visa. Tapi ada jugak yang patahkan semangat kami pasal visa ni. Siap konon cakap macam impossible la untuk kami dapat visa ni. Kawan dia dulu dah lama apply tapi tak dapat walaupun saat genting. Last last pegi india dari Malaysia. Tapi Alhamdulillah..kami lepas. Dia lain..kami lain..

But you know what... dengan semua rintangan dan dugaan serta onak duri yang kami lalui sebelum berjaya menjejakkan kaki ke India,

IT'S ALL WORTH IT.. =))

P/s : Qis,Lini, Mizah.. We are wondergirls!! Clap clap!!

Kecek Nge Tange!

2011-03-22T19:04:00.000+02:00

Entry ini ditulis menggunakan laptop baru sambil dengar lagu Shania Twain-Forever & Always. Kalau ada masa dengarlah lagu ni.Best.Betul. Tak tipu.

Hari ni 22hb. 26hb dah nak balik egypt balik. Tension. Sangat. Kenapa saya tulis sepatah sepatah ni?
Hmmmm.. Tapi 25hb ikut mak buat program kat Concorde KLIA. So,nanti bertolak dari sana ke airport. Dah lah dari university saya,saya sorang je perempuan. Takpe,boleh buat punya. Dulu from Dubai pun relax je balik sorang.

Sementara dah nak balik ni,nak senaraikan semula perkara perkara yang terjadi sepanjang winterbreak yang mmg break sungguh.

Best & Tak Best. *Tapi rasanya best je

Pak Long bawak lari ke Dubai due to riot in Egypt. Merasa Dubai. Nearly 5 days. Mmg rezeki. Tengah Winter Sale. Gila punya Sale. 90%!! All branded. Zara, American Eagle, Pull & Bear.. Just name it! I bought glasses,jeans,blouse,bag, purse. Puas hati. Balik Malaysia sorang diri.

Balik Rumah opah terus kene tabur dgn beras. Terkejut. Acara tangis menangis pun berlaku. Tapi saya x nangis.

Pergi rumah junior & kilang daddy nya. Best wooo.. Pakcik Majid hadiahkan kereta sports Mercedes sempena birthday isterinya. Best x ? Bangga tgk org melayu yg berjaya. Tumpang gembira.

Pergi Kelantan dengan mek mek sekalian. Tengok Ikah, kawan satu uni kawin.21 tahun dah kawin. Semoga bahagia anak cucu. Sangat best & enjoy. Melawat kampung kampung.. Best gila suasana kampung. Tiba tiba teringat Mizah yang nakkan hubby-to-be yg ada kampung. Saya pun dah tukar fikiran. Saya pun sama. Nak yang ada kampung. Oh ye, saya dah pandai cakap kelantan. "Kesuk hati --> kene bunyi ngidung sikit" & "Kecek Nge Tange--> Talk to the hand"

Convocation balang. Tahniah Balang. Penat tiqah & adik tunggu kat luar 5 jam. Sempat lagi buat video ucapan untuk Balang yang kuat meragam. Night before me belanja family makan dekat D'Rimba.

Pergi Lat Kg Boy The Musical Theatre kat Istana Budaya. Hadiah from Pot as a birthday present. Seriously, I love theatre.Dah lama nak tengok teater.Selama ni tengok kat UM je. Tengok dengan adik,pot, & fad. Boleh pulak orang depan saya tidur masa tengok teater?? Sabooorr je laaa... Seriously, hanya dengan tengok teater,hati saya boleh jadi cair..

Hot Air Balloon Carnival. Walaupun tak dapat naik, tapi dapat tengok depan mata pun dah cukup best. Walaupun hampir terjumpa, saya ttp enjoy that day. Nasib tak jumpa, sebab saya tak tau how to react. Kalau ada kat luar negara hot air balloon carnival, mmg saya nak pergi. Sebab saya tak larat bangun pagi & berebut tiket. 300 tiket sold out in half an hour. Give Up!!

Birthday pertama di Malaysia since belajar kat egypt.Abah bagi Memoir of Tun Dr. Mahathir as birthday present (on request). Thanx abah.. Dapat satu beg besar baju baru. Dapat gelang kaki. Terima kasih mak. Oh ye, mak buatkan beg untuk bawak pergi kuliah ada tulis nama.. =)))))

Banyak rupanya aktiviti dalam sebulan setengah ni. Bye Malaysia. Summer lewat sebulan. Uwaaa~~~!!

LET'S SEE

2011-03-19T05:02:00.000+02:00

Lets see whats gonna happen today

Either way

I need to get ready

To be hurt

One more time

But this time,

I want to be hurt

So I can let go

Perhaps

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F O R E V E R

Susahnya menjadi Ibu (Saudara)

2011-03-16T03:40:00.000+02:00

Chilren is like a white cloth. Its our job & responsibility to paint them. We can paint it with dark colour, or clourful.Like rainbow. But it's not an easy job. It's a tough job. Difficult job. Confusing job. Tricky job. So, we have to teach smart.

That's what I'm facing right now. Playing a role as ibu........... saudara. Ya.. Ibu Saudara! hahahha..
Gaya tulis dah macam mak orang kan? Tapi korang ingat senang ke nak jadi mak sedara? Susah tau tak? Susah!!! Kena banyak bersabar dengan segala DOGAAN *gaya pendekar bujang lapok.

Contoh -->

Saya ada sorang je anak sedara. Anak along saya.

Pada suatu hari, burung pun tak berkicau haritu. Ada yang bekerja, ada yang pergi ke Macy (along,saya,adik,anak sedara), ada yang bergembira (along saya saja.Saya dgn adik saya tak gembira langsung temankan along shopping houseware.Mentang2 sale nak mati. Curse the Macy!)

Sepanjang perjalanan ke Macy yang tuttttttttt itu, anak sedara saya=diniy tidur. Jadi,bila sampai,tentu mood dia tak baik. Biasalah tu. Dia pun meragam ragam taknak turun kereta. Puas kami pujuk. Lama lama lepas tu,oklah,dia nak turun. Tapi nak mak dia yang dukung. Eii... ni yang geram ni. Mak dia pregnant 5 bulan setengah. Takkan nak dukung die yang tiga tahun tu. Meragam ragam nak along dukung. Saya tak bagi. Saya offer diri saya yang dukung. Dia taknak. Saya tak kisah, saya sauk je dia and dukung. Biarlah dia menangis nangis masa saya dukung.

Tipulah nak biar je dia nangis kan? So, saya ingatkan die tentang cerita api neraka. Saya ada ceritakan die pasal api neraka. And dia agak takut. So, nilah perbualan kami..

Diniy : Nak mak ukunggg..nak mak ukunggg... Uwaaaaaaa~~~ *masa ni saya tgh dukung dia.
Saya : Diniy, ingat tak uda cerita pasal api neraka tu? *diniy panggil saya uda=mak uda

Diniy : Ingat! *mata terbulat bulat.
Saya : Ok.Api neraka tu macamana?

Diniy : Api neraka tu besarrrrrrrrrrrrr angat.. *sambil depakan tangan* Anassssssshhhhhhhhh angat....! Macam iron. *dia dulu pernah pegang iron yg panas.padan muka dia.
Saya : Api neraka tu lagiii panas daripada iron. Diniy takut tak? Nak masuk api neraka tak?

Diniy : Taknakkkk.. niy akutttttt....
Saya : Kalau takut,jangan lawan cakap mak..jangan susahkan mak tau..kena ikut cakap mak. Nanti tuhan marah.Tuhan campak dalam api neraka. Ikut cakap mak tau lepas ni.

Diniy : *angguk anguk kepala.
Saya : Okay, siapa yang tuhan masukkan dalam neraka?

Diniy : UDA!!!!!

Tersentap. Hanya mampu tengok diniy dgn telinga yang berasap asap sambil dengar hilai tawa along & adik kat belakang. Hampeh betul anak sedara. Penat je buat siri perbualan ilmiah. Tengok tengok diri sendiri yang kena. Rasa apa tau masa tu, rasa macam nak panggil je baiya jual aiskrim kat sebelah & cakap :

"Baiya, baiya ambiklah budak ni bawak balik rumah. Saya taknak dah. Baiya buatlah apa yang baiya nak dengan budak ni!"

GERAM!!

Wise Man

2011-03-13T12:12:00.000+02:00

I used to have it in my hand safely.

But I let it go.

Because wise man used to say,

"If you love something, set it free. If it comes back to you, its yours forever "

But it doesn't. So i guess it was never meant to be.

I'm cursing the wise man,

because there's no warning to not set it free together with my heart.

Now i can never get it back.

DAMN!

p/s: bukannya rindu bukannya sayang.. hanyo den tak dapek lupo..

Jika kau bercinta lagi

2011-02-15T16:19:00.000+02:00

Jika Kau bercinta lagi

cintalah sepenuhnya

jika kau bercinta lagi

jagalah kau hatinya

engkau yang memilihnya

tanpa memikirkan tentang diriku

kini ku hanya dapat berdoa

agar berbahagia kau disampingnya

Jika Kau bercinta lagi

cintalah sepenuhnya

jika kau bercinta lagi

jagalah kau hatinya

aku tak dapat menghalang

engkau punya kemahuan sendiri

biarku hidup hanya mengenang

peristiwa yang tak dapat ku lupa

kini aku hanya dapat berdoa

agar berbahagia kau disampingnya

selamat tinggal

aku mengundurkan diri

p/s : biarku hidup hanya mengenang...peristiwa yang tak dapat ku lupa..

SEMULIA MULIA guru dan SEHINA HINA guru

2011-01-17T23:33:00.000+02:00

Assalamualaikum...

Take a deep breath. Relax your mind.Stay calm.. Find your rationality. This entry could trigger your anger. You're going to disagree. But, what i'm gonna write is all about reality. From people around me. Where we should learn from it.

Inhaling? here we go.. *i'm gonna mix my language

'Teacher' is a very noble profession. Atau dalam bahasa melayunya, PENDIDIK. Mendidik & membimbing manusia kecil menjadi 'manusia'. Daripada buta huruf,kini kita boleh mengarang. ~~Dan menulis blog.~~ Yang mambantu kita membina hari muka.Tetapi awas, semulia mulia pekerjaan ini boleh menjadi sehina-hina pekerjaan.

I'll tell u in advance that some of this entry is about to 'mark' nowadays teacher. Let me tell you in advance also, that every generation of my big family must has at least 1 teacher. 2 of my aunts are teachers. My beloved brother 'banglang' is a teacher. One of my parent's job is handling teachers. Kind of principles. But my parents are not teachers. Nevermind, u wont understand. My point is I live in a surrounding of teachers.

Guru-guru sekarang dah hilang jatidiri. Jatidiri sebagai pendidik. Mereka dah mengabaikan betapa sucinya, betapa mulianya tugas ini. Saya akui, tugas mendidik ini tugas yang berat. Bukan senang kita nak membentuk seseorang. Banyak cabaran.

So, in my opinion, first they should know their nawaitu. Renew it. Because nawaitu is the most important thing that will lead to the result.Kebanyakan dari guru guru sekarang ni memilih profesion ni kerana 'terpaksa'. Not because of passion. They cant get any place in any university due to competition, 'teacher' is their only option. Don't deny it!

Saya pun tak tahu lah nasib saya dikelilingi guru guru yang uhhhh... Sampai sekarang saya geleng kepala. By the way, saya bukan jenis yang selalu kena marah cikgu ye. Saya ni biasa biasa je.Tapi saya selalu tengok kawan kawan saya. Dan saya selalu lagi dapat tengok kejadian kejadian yang tidak diingini. Tapi Alhamdulillah, saya masih berjaya mengenali guru yang betul betul didefinisikan sebagai guru. Dan hormat mereka. Saya sayang mereka.

Lets just go to my experience & explanation.

Ada cikgu darjah satu. Not my class. Garang gila nak mati. Kalau marah budak tu, orang besar dengar pun boleh pengsan. Padahal salah budak tu kecik je. Kadang kadang tu memang x salah pun. Bahasa yang digunakan pun memang kasar.

-Helloooo!!!! They are seven years old tiny little creature! Baru masuk sekolah.Baru nak belajar survive hidup sendiri. Cakaplah lah elok elok. Budak2 ni lembik hati kalau kita cakap elok2. Puji2 sikit, gerenti ikut cakap kita. Marah tu tujuannya untuk nasihat. Bukannya untuk melepaskan marah. Tak perlu guna bahasa2 yang tak elok. Kalau diorang ikut macamana? Contoh melalui tauladan. Kalau budak2 dah takut sngt dgn cikgu tu, diorg akan mula ponteng kelas.
Mindset ---> school=scary. They should respect you. Not fear.

Ada cikgu darjah 5 & 6. Ajar english. Lagilah garang! Mulut yang ni lagi laserrrrrrrr!!! 2 thumbs up punya! Macam nak berdarah telinga dengar.Sangat sangatlah pilih kasih. Obvious sangat!!Jenis jenis student yang dia akan sayang habis mestilah 'Kaya, Cantik @ Comel, Top Student'. Selain daripada tu, mmg salah jelah kat mata dia. Ada sekali tu, dia tanya siapa yang x siap kerja dengan muka garang gila! 2 orang berdiri. Sorang kesayangan dia, sorang lagi student biasa.Guess what she did? She ask 'her' student to sit down. And scolded the other girl. Alasan? Sebab murid kesayangan dia tu pengawas. Dia banyak kerja nak buat.tu sbb x siap homework.dimaafkan. Come on man.. Tugas pengawas masa sekolah rendah apa sangat? Tunggu kat pintu pagar pagi2 je kot! And i was like " what the hell???" Eh,mase tu x reti cakap mcm ni lagi.hehehe.. Kesian gila kawan saya tu.

Saya pulak berusaha sungguh nak dapatkan perhatian cikgu ni. Saya nak jugak kena puji puji dengan dia. Nak jugak disayang sayang.. Pathetic x? Saya selalu buat kerja dia, belajar english dgn mak kat rumah, kalau homework dia saya buat kemas2, siap warna2 lagi. Tapi dia tak pernah pandang saya. Yelah, saya tak kaya, x cantik @ comel, bukan top student. Last2 saya give up. Tak nak dah terhegeh2 dekat dia yang pilih kasih tu. Tapi, akhir tahun 6 dia tiba2 alihkan perhatian kat saya. Know why? My mom came to school, to do some programme. And my teacher just knew that my mom was 'somebody' in our small town. I still regret because she liked me not because of my effort, but because of my mom.

- Tolonglah jangan pilih kasih dengan anak murid. Semuanya sama. Nak kemana dengan kekayaan student tu. Surely their parents wont put your name in their will. Kesianlah dekat anak murid. Mereka mahu perhatian yang sama. Tanggungjawab anda sama untuk setiap pelajar. Tak lebih tak kurang. Oh ya. Saya BENCI pembodek. BENCI GILA! Pembodek cikgu ke.. Pembodek boss ke.. They are all first class bulshitters! Fakta mengenai pembodek, diorang akan puji melambung bila di hadapan. Kat belakang, kutuk melambung. Tapi diorang yang dapat naik dengan goyang kaki. Orang lain yg berusaha kena tindas. So cikgu2, kalau ada student2 yang bodek tu, jangan lah terpedaya. Carilah potensi pelajar yang harus dicungkil. bukannya potensi pembodek berjaya. Sampai bila lah diorang nak lap bontot korang? Once diorg dah berjaya, they will ditch you in a snap!

Disebabkan saya join pidato, maka saya terlepas exam add math. Maka saya ambik secara perseorangan di bilik penolong2 kanan. Miss Tang tinggalkan saya dan sambung mengajar. Then, ada 2 guru kanan yg lain masuk dan bercerita. Mula2 saya tak ambik pusing apa yg disembangkan. Sampailah tiba2 salah seorang mereka ambik file & tutup lompang tingkap(cermin hilang).Tingkap tu memisahkan bilik miss tang dan tempat mereka bergosip. Tapi, Ya Allah, saya dengar sebijik2 apa yang diorang sembang. Mereka punyalah mengutuk & mengata & merendahkan & menggelakkan & segala 'me..' lah! tentang seorang student kelas last yang masih tak tahu menulis & membaca. Saya memang terkejut gila. Memang x tenang saya buat exam. Sebab saya tak sangka mereka macam tu. Patutnya mereka cari berbincang cari jalan macamana nak tolong student tu. Bukan untuk dijadikan bahan ketawa.

Guru yang sama..Panggil kawan saya ke biliknya, & sound dia seperti biasa.. ugut nak bgtau parents. And panggil kawan saya 'pelajar bermasalah' betul2 depan muka kawan saya. Seriously???

-Kawan saya betul2 sedih dilabel macam tu. Dia cerita kat saya sampai nak nangis. Perlu ke label pelajar tu depan2 dia. Agak2nya, lepas dilabel macam tu, kawan saya tu bersemangat ke nak ke sekolah? semangat ke nak belajar? belum apa2 lagi, semangat dah dijatuhkan oleh seseorang yang bernama 'guru'. Padahal kesalahan kawan saya tu amatlah kecik.Tp saya tak ingat dah ape. Dah nama budak2 sekolah. haishh..

Ada jugak cikgu2 yang x berapa gemar dengan saya. Tapi x boleh nak buat apa sebab saya ada cikgu2 saya sendiri yang akan bela saya. Lagipun pengetua baik dengan saya. Cikgu disiplin pun baik jugak. Sampai kawan2 cakap pengetua tu kawan baik saya. Saya pun tak tau kenapa ada cikgu2 yang x suka saya.Padahal saya x carik pasal pun.Saya beruntung sangat sebab dapat kenal Cikgu Sheeda (bukan yg You-tube tu tau!), Cikgu Huda, Cikgu Salamiah,Cikgu Hajar, & Arwah Cikgu Rosliza. Saya sebutkan nama sebagai tanda penghargaan. Mereka inilah guru yang sebenar benar guru. Mereka betul2 kenal Intan Nur Atiqah dan banyak bantu saya saat saya jatuh. Terima kasih cikgu.Diorang layan saya macam kawan. Saya boleh masuk bilik SPBT sesuka hati macam bilik tu saya yang punya. Bawakkan buah & kerepek untuk saya. Kadang2 kami sama-sama mengumpat guru2 kanan! HAHAHA..Terima kasih ya cikgu..

Ada pelajar ni nak mintak penjelasan untuk markah kokurikulum SPM yang rendah sedangkan dia sangat aktif. Student yang tak join apa2 dapat markah lagi tinggi.End up, cikgu tu emo2 and marah student and rudely toward the parent. Siap buat status kat fb buruk burukkan student ni.

Paling low standard. Anda seorang guru. Selesaikan secara profesional. Pelajar tu datang secara baik untuk dapatkan penjelasan. Bukan nak menyerang. Asal bawak parents je, fikir nak serang? Think bigger than your brain. Just terang kan jelah sistem pemarkahan macamana. Kalau betul anda salah, mengaku & betulkan kesalahan. Tak salah mengaku kesilapan. Benda tu mulia.bukan keji. Tambah2 pulak melibatkan masa depan pelajar tu.Lagi satu, tolongla hormat ibu bapa pelajar. At least jangan kurang ajar. What exactly you want to show to the parents. This is the rude irrational teacher that teach your child??

Buat status kat FB? FB? Dear teacher, want to know some fact? Your actually can think BIGGER THAN THE SIZE OF YOUR BRAIN!! Soooo childish & unprofessional! Mana perginya etika sebagai guru? Atau sebagai kakitangan kerajaan? The report should be confidential! And post it to fb? That is the most ridiculous thing that i've ever heard for a teacher! Dahlah tak ceritakan perkara sebenar.. If u really want to make it public, tell the story from A-Z. You cant read a page from a book and make your assumption. Cikgu mengadu pasal student dekat fb? Stupiddest thing EVER! Why the hell cikgu tu nak memburuk burukkan student? Of courselah kawan2 student tu akan judge melalui status anda and start prejudicing that poor student. Those with big mouth & no brain surely will hate the poor student without even investigating. Urrrghhh.. Do you really call yourself a teacher?? Such a shame.

Me once used to say, kerja cikgu ni senang. Ajar benda sama setiap tahun. Orang lain kerja pagi sampai petang. Cikgu pulak, budak balik dia balik. Separuh hari. Budak cuti sekolah, dia pun cuti sama. Gaji tiap tahun sure naik je.. But I know, kerja ni nampak mudah, tapi pengisiannya tu cukup susah. Tapi disebabkan perangai2 guru2 ni mcm pengalaman2 saya di atas nilah yang buatkan saya cakap macam ni. Saya panggil mereka sekadar guru=hanya pekerjaan untuk menyara hidup. Bukannya pendidik=mendidik anak bangsa menjadi manusia berguna. SAYA SANGAT HORMATI GOLONGAN SEBEGINI. Tabik spring.

Guru2 Malaysia patut mencontohi guru/pensyarah di mesir. Mereka memang menganggap pelajar seperti anak mereka. Layanan juga seperti ibu dan ayah. Perkataan2 yang baik sahaj keluar dari mulut mereka.Cakaplah anda tak faham 10 kali. Mereka akan terangkan sampai faham. Suruhlah mereka ulang 10 kali, mereka akan ulang 10 kali. Kalau kat malaysia mintak ulang 10, alamat nak kena ketuk lah tu! Alhamdulillah, setakat ini, semua yang mengajar kami adalah pendidik. Saya sayang mereka. Saya hormat mereka.

Tolonglah guru guru sekalian.. Jalankan tugas anda dengan sebaik baiknya. Hormat tanggungjawab yang anda pegang sebagai pendidik. Murid murid anda memerhatikan cara anda dan cara anda tu memberikan kesan kepada mereka seumur hidup.

TERIMA KASIH CIKGU YANG MEMBANTU SAYA HINGGA KE TAHAP INI. MINTA HALALKAN SEGALA ILMU YANG DIAJAR.

p/s: Maaf jika entry ini menyentuh sensitivity sesetengah pihak.

Perancangan Masa Tua

2010-12-26T23:00:00.000+02:00

Salam.

Pernah terfikir tak apa akan kita buat bila kita dah tua? Yelah, hidup ni x selalunya muda. Umur semakin bertambah. Seiring dengan pertambahan kedut. Walaupun korang cucuk botox, korang masih tak dapat liquid umur korang kat mykad korang tu.

Orang orang yang berjaya ni selalu berfikir jauh ke hadapan. Bukan setakat 10 langkah. Tapi 100 langkah. Sebab kalau 10 langkah tu mungkin sampai tahap kita bekerja je. Tapi 100 langkah tu mungkin merangkumi sampai kita ada anak,cucu, bersara & mungkin 'kiok'. Kita mesti ada lebih dari satu perancangan. If plan A doesn't work, we should have plan B. If we still fail, proceed to plan C, D, E, etc... You know how the alphabets work right?

My mom is a workaholic lady. Kerja, Kerja & Kerjaaaaa~~~ (nada Choral Speaking). She plans everything. What she'll be doing when she retire, when should my brothers get married. Oh, ye.. Mak nak kawinkan Balang & Bangah serentak! Jimat duit! Hahahahhaha... Bagus jugak diorg kawin serentak.. Wakakakkaka~~

"Evil Laugh".. Okay2, my point is, mak ni dah plan siap-siap. Mak dah plan nak bukak syarikat. Something like bussiness2 thing ni lah.. Ade jugak dengar mak nak bukak nursery. Tak kesah lah kan. Takdelah mak duduk rumah je. Mesti boring kan? Nanti bila kakak dah kerja boleh la kakak melabur, lepas tu jadi pemegang saham syarikat tu sikit, lepas tu berkenalan dengan pemegang saham lain yang muda & kacak macam IRFAN KHAIRI and... haaaaa...kan dah start berangan. stop intan!

Berbeza pulak dengan abah. Abah kata abah nak berehat. Penat kerja. Jadi, nak enjoy sepuas puasnya. Duduk rumah. Me & adik x setuju. Selalu paksa abah fikir & plan apa apa kerja masa lepas bersara. Macam macam kitorang cadangkan. Pernah cadangkan bukak kelas memandu macam arwah atok NN buat dulu. But then terfikir, habislah sape yang daftar dengan abah. Lagi dasyat dari pegawai JPJ! When it comes to driving, abah SUPER cerewet! Balang dengan Bangah selalu bertolak tolak x nak drive satu kereta dengan abah. Kadang kadang tu sampai merajuk rajuk. Tapi bila saya drive, xdelah kene marah teruk pun. Biasa je. Balang Bangah ni 'touching-touching' pulak.. Okay2, lepas tu ada jugak cadangkan kat abah apply bukak francais McD or KFC, sure laku. Tapi abah x minat. Dalam banyak2 cadangan tu, satu je abah terima. Bukak Bowling Centre. Punyalah happy saya & adik saya. boleh main bowling xyah bayar kan.

Tapi boleh pulak lepas tu abah kata nak bukak 2 LANES je????!!!! When we asked why? Dengan selambanya abah jawab " Satu lane untuk adik, Satu lane untuk kakak.." Saya & adik hanya mampu bertukar pandangan tergamam and terdiam je la yg boleh masa tu.. Abah..Abah..

Okay, itu parents saya. Kalau orang tua tua lain, diorang banyak habiskan masa :

Lelaki

Main dam (macam baba yasser)
Lepak kedai kopi
Meronggeng kat Kelab Dangdut - Eweee.... Miang miang keladi, makin tua makin menjadi!
Pakai smart2 lepas tu naik motor, tayang muka dengan harapan dapat ngorat anak dara org. Tak pun janda. Test power lah tu.

Perempuan

Kait baju, alas meja, sarung cushion.
Join persatuan suri rumah, bla bla bla..
Join Persatuan Gosip Gosip Sekampung / Setaman/ Sebandar
Sapu minyak angin/panas 6 kali sehari..

See... Tak produktif sungguh kan mereka mereka di atas ni? Jangan risau.. zaman kita tua tua nanti mesti dah bertukar kan? mana main dah benda benda kat atas ni.. Haritu ada jugak sembang2 benda ni dengan balqis.

Kitorang sependapat bahawa tak nak buat benda benda yang bosan di atas. Mana tau zaman akan datang aktiviti orang orang tua sangat menakjubkan hingga membuatkan semua orang x sabar nak tua?

Antara ramalan kami untuk orang orang tua ganyut 60-70 tahun pada masa akan datang :

Masuk ruang chat lepas tu menyamar jadi orang muda.

Ni Balqis punya idea. Die kata ape class nak pegi bercucuk cucuk tanam ni. Masuk ruangan chat lepas tu menyamar jadi orang muda. Hmmm.. So, nama pun kena lah nampak macam muda muda & funky ye tak? Try guna 'mimi_comey' ke.. "lialicios' ke.. Baru org percaya muda kan? Lepas tu nanti ayat chat tu janganlah mcam org tua. Kenelah ikut perkembangan ayat semasa. Zaman sekarang ni budak2 muda akan cakap macam org xde gigi.. "awak...awak cihat tak? alolololololo~~~ cian nyew diew.. Mamam ubat taw..namau noti-noti.. hik hik hik.." Zaman hadapan x tau lah pulak trend die camne kan.. Lagi satu jangan masa chat tu kene chill beb.. Jangan lah jadi kayu sangat. takpun pegi bersyarah pulak situ. Nama dah best, skali bagi nasihat & petua petua hilangkan ketuat..erkkk!!!

Main Game Dengan Husband

Haaaa.. Yang ni best. Mengeratkan silaturahim dan kasih sayang antara suami isteri. Takdelah suami asyik dok melepak kat kedai kopi je kan tunggu anak dara lalu.. Kalau Play Station masih popular masa tu, x kesahlah. Main je game tu dengan husbang 24-7. Mainlah race kereta ke, tembak tembak ke.. Mesti best. Tutup Lampu, pasang air-cond...oit3..fikir ape ha? Main game dalam suasana macam tu lah best. Untuk menghangatkan lagi game tersebut, korang boleh buat camni, sape kalah, die kene masak untuk ari tu!

Hahahhaha.. mesti best kan? Ape? Tak adil? Ohh.. Mestilah lelaki terer race2 & tembak ni kan? ape susah, kalau u all rasa malas nak masak hari tu, U paksalah your husband main game yg 'masak masak cake' or 'Sally Saloon' tu. Gerenti wife yang menang.. Kalau husband u tak nak main tu, u cakap je

"Baby... Kalau baby xnak main game ni,Malam ni, baby tido luar!!!" Nampak x? Mane2 pun wife jugak yg menang!! NGiahahhahahhaha!!!!!

Rumah kata pergi, Kubur kata mari

Tak sedar ke umur tu dah lanjut? bawak bawak lah bertaubat.. Rajin rajinlah lawat masjid.. Semayang Jemaah.. Kan bagus tu. Banyak pahalanya. Ajar cucu mengaji..Kalau larat lagi ziarah lah Kaabah tu lagi.. Sedarlah.. makin lama umur kita kat dunia ni, makin banyak dosa yang kita lakukan.. Jangan asyik kejar dunia je.. tak puas ke 60-70 kejar dunia?

Kita ni bila bila masa boleh 'gol'. Pedas x? Pedas x? Tapi itulah realitinya..

p/s: Antibodi saya agak lemah. Tapi lemah kat mesir je. Kat Malaysia sangat jarang sakit. Sini demam sampai pengsan2. sampai kene IV injection. Serik weyhhhhh... Patutnya esok kene sekali lagi IV. Tapi rasa macam xnak pergi. Memanglah x sakit. Tapi saya fobia dengan jarum.

CHORAL SPEAKERS~~

2010-12-14T22:22:00.000+02:00

I know this is out-dated entry. Yang lain dah ramai yang update pasal ni. But me, memang banyak idea, but laziness win me.

FIESTA ZAGAZIG- bila entah dah lupa. Kan dah cakap tadi dah lama dah benda ni jadi. One of the best moment ever happened in Zagazig. And the most bussiest week! If i have the chance to re-live it again,
I'll say....... NO WAY!! ~~Tapi kalau bagi RM 100, i dont mind AT ALL.hehehe..~~

Thumbs up for those involved. Especially those who came up with the ideas. Even kat Malaysia, program ni dikira sebagai program yang SANGAT SANGAT BIASA and kalau diberi markah mungkin setakat 6/10.

TAPI.. ada TAPI okay! Tapi bila dah di bumi mesir ni, ianya boleh dilabelkan sebagai EXTRAVAGANT!
Yelah, dengan ke'terbatas'an boleh kata dalam setiap perkara, dan kebanyakan program2 sebelum ni adalah stereotype, samaaaaa jaaa, FIESTA kali ni boleh dikatakan berjaya.

Program utama ialah BAHAS ALA PARLIMEN! Penyertaan amat mengharukan. Mengharukan? lantaklah, dah lama tak menulis. Semangat ke'kelas'an sangatlah..errr...err... MENGERIKAN? sebab macam dah assabiah jadinya. Siap ada sepanduk2 & tema warna baju lagi.

And Me? Untuk mengelakkan jadi wakil pembahas, bila ada orang offer jadi Yang Di-Pertua, terus terima tanpa 2nd thought! Hahaha.. Plus, mmg minat sikit mempengerusikan majlis. Teringat masa kat sekolah2 dulu. Kalau saya x jadi doctor, saya nak jadi program planner. Tak kisahlah wedding planner ke, annual dinner ke. Ni kes terpengaruh dengan kerja mak abah ni.

Pengalaman jadi Yang Di Pertua sangat kelakar. Nervousnya lebih dari pembahas. Belum start lagi dah minum air. Masa dah start jangan cakaplah. Habis sebotol air tu minum kat depan.Kesian penjaga masa sebelah saya.x dapat minum. Yang dipertua selepas slot saya pun kesian.AIR DAH HABIS.hahaha.. Dah lah sejuk. Rasa nak kencing pulak. Tapi takkan nak tinggalkan dewan parlimen tiba2 kan. Nampak x professional. Mana boleh. Yang dipertua mesti kene cool sentiasa. By the way, they should call me yang Di-perMUDA okay!!! Thanx kat mak sbb belikan kakak banyak coat aneka fesyen. Ada jugak kegunaan kot-kot tu. Setiap malam Yang diPertua ni tukar coat..hihihi.. Third day tu nak pakai leather jacket. Yelah, warna hitam,ala-ala kot lah tu. Tapi housemates tak bagi. Diorang kata macam
'YANG DIPERTUA MACAM BARU LEPAS KONVOI MOTOR HARLEY DAVIDSON'. They love all these hyperbola words. Cakap jelah x sesuai.

Berlatih di sutuh/rooftop

And, kene handle untuk fatayat games. The only thing that i regret for fiesta. I shouldn't took the responsibility for being leader of the group. I already took too much jobs that week. Moderator, choral speaking & group leader for fatayat game. Well, masa terima offer tu, Min call masa tengah tido. Mamai2 lagi. Tak perasan tarikh tu 3-3 event tu sangat dekat. Menyesal sangat. Sedih sbb tak dapat jalankan tanggungjawab dengan baik. Terpaksa bahagikan kerja dengan anak2 buah. And I even fought with one of the group members. Some of my them fought with each other too! And couldnt do anything about it. Such a LOUSY leader!
I couldn't concentrate on them since i had so much works waiting. Bila fikir2 balik, banyak betul idea keluar yang boleh membantu my group. My mascot should be singa/naga and buat macam tarian singa masa chinese new year tu! Saya boleh bentuk group kecil just untuk cheer!

After that week, i changed my mind. I no longer want to marry PRIME MINISTER. Busyyyyyyy woooooo...
Yang tiga ni je rasa macam nak nangis2! So sorry, the next PM to be. I can no longer be your future wife.

The Best ----> Choral Speaking.

Buat script sehari je. 6 pages.
Cari ahli seminggu.
Berlatih 5 hari.

But we were having fun! Tak sangka adik2 junior sangat cool! And sempoi. Biasa choral speaking 40 org. Tapi dapat recruit 26 org je. Sebenarnya lagi ramai. Tapi ramai yg keluar masuk. Sakit hati jugak mula2, tapi dah lumrah hidup.Jadi berlapang hati je.

Lupalah kat mana letak gambar ramai dengan junior. Ni baru batch kami.

Since this is not a competition, just persembahan penutup, i determined nak buat ni fun2 je. Tak payah strict sangat. So, ada yg saya buat ikut gaya saya. Ada yg saya bagi kelonggaran pada diorang nak buat macam mana. Brainstorming is good you know. Macam2 idea yang keluar. Superb & cute. Saya nak semua rasa happy and menyumbang something untuk menjayakan choral ni. Ayat x boleh blah.
Kami pakai skirt & blazer. Orang atasan suruh pakai baju kurung. Tapi entah macamane budak2 choral speaking ni semua keras kepala. Termasuklah conductor die sekali. HAHA.

Rasa sangat cuak bila hari persembahan tu. Takut orang x faham. And takde sambutan. Tapi semuanya di luar jangkaan. Penonton bersorak and really enjoy our performance. Diorang gelak habis with our jokes. Sampai saya2 sekali gelak masa tengah conduct. Ishhh.. saya ni dahlah cepat gelak. Even VVIP pun rakam our performance. Wakil Medical Club 'kot' which is org arab pun rakam and really amazed with us. Baru kau tau english kitorang macam mane. Selama ni sibuk kutuk cakap kitorg x reti BI, padahal BI korang yg tunggang langgang! hambik kau! geram aku!

Nah, tengoklah kat bawah ni.

Rasa kelakar pulak cara saya conduct diorg. Yekk... Hahaha

p/s : Ada offer untuk perform sekali lagi di khalayak ramai di university. Bamos2!!!

The Fact Is....

2010-11-03T21:21:00.001+02:00

She's such a L.U.C.K.Y girl

p/s: one day at a time, i guess i got to take it eventually..

WANTED!!

2010-10-22T23:45:00.001+02:00

I guess its been a week since i read this blog. Shockly, the blog's gone today. I've done several things just to read his blog again. I even searched him on FB. But tettttttttttttttttttttttt... I got wrong person. It was so embarassing! Beriya tanya kenapa x boleh bukak blog? sekali,
"maaf, saya rasa saudari salah org. sy xde blog." Erkkk!!!!

Honestly, i dont have any idea who the hell is this guy. But i like his writing. Just like the story of my life..Mostly, i like his latest entry. Infact, i already asked for his permission to copy & paste it in my blog.But right after that, since he changed his url, or delete his blog or whatsoever, i couldn't serve it any longer. FORTUNATELY, with the help of google reader, tadaaaaaa.......

yup,i am your stalker since

from ! apa barang cakap saja ! by aku senbei

since that day.
i will follow your updates.
when you didn't update.
i feel that i lost you.
when you did update
i feel *fuhhh...
(owh that's what you were doing for this while)

then when you did update
but with intimate comments from your latest guy.

i felt a hurt in my heart.
its good to see you are happy.
but its not good to see you are happy with other guy.
but i still could feels better if you are happy at any case.

huahuahua~
____________________________________
post ini khas untuk kamu.
hanya kamu tahu siapa kamu.
saya hanya mahu kamu tahu apa dlm
kepala sy skang...
be happy k.
=],,

p/s :
-Look at those small notes below the entry, aren't they sweet??
- Credit to ---> "Aku Senbei"

1 & 2, Kedai Runcit & Muhammad Haziq Diniy

2010-10-16T00:45:00.000+02:00

Salam..

Ye.. memang xde kene mengena pun 2 perkara di atas.. I just want to share 2 things in 1 post.

Al-Kisah Pertama

We just cleaned up our house. What i mean by 'we' is "us-syaqah 6". Starting our new year with a new spirit, ~~new crush~~,new house make over,new food, etc..etc..

So, our house ~~cheer~~-leader, Pot (as in periuk-pod), already listed all items that we need to bring from malaysia, which is most of them --> food. Wait, they're 100% FOOD! Our luggage allowed for Egypt air was 40kg each. And, my biggest luggage was specially for food! A very full one! So, just imagine, there are 6 of us!

As the story, we gathered all our foods. And...... TADAAAAA!!!!! Seriously, we can open our own 'kedai runcit'!!!!!! Need proof???


baru rempah kari,kurma, sup & serbuk cili..

pengumpulan


see... sepapan terus.. kedai runcit ke x?	sayalah yg bawak..

Tiba2 rasa xde mood nak tulis pasal muhammad haziq diniy. lain kalilah..

Kasama Kang Tumanda - Grow Old With You

2010-10-04T23:44:00.000+02:00

Ni semua Tiqah Mamat punya pasal. Dia yang sodok saya dengan cerita cerita Filipina. Dahlah abah xnak menantu orang Filipina.Tapi lagu ni memang best. Soundtrack filem My Only You. Its a nice movie too.

But, it's not Toni Gonzaga original song. It was Adam Sandler in The Wedding Singer. BUT, the philippine's version is soooo much better. Way too better! Credit to them! Dah melekat dengan lagu ni sepanjang masa. Dah boleh nyanyi dalam pinoy dah ni..

Adam Sandler - The Wedding Singer

Toni Gonzaga - My Only You

Grow Old With You - Kasama Kang Tumanda

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
Oh all I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

The lyrics.. Sweet.. Isn't it?? hmmm...

p/s :

-Macam nak guna lagu ni masa kawin..

-Macam rupa Yoo Rin (my girl) pulak Toni Gonzaga.

-Macam Wan Syarmila pun ada jugak..

-Macam Kahin Pyar Na Ho Jaye tiru cerita The Wedding Singer..

-Macam-macam sungguh!!

Jarum & Kaki

2010-10-04T01:36:00.000+02:00

Salam..

Yaa.. Apa kena mengena jarum dengan kaki kan? Kalau orang tua tua pernah berkata "Jangan Bermain Dengan Api", orang muda (seperti saya, bukan seperti anda yang baca entry ni kerana anda tua) akan berkata " Jangan Bermain Dengan Jarum!!!" . Siap dengan tanda seru(!) maksudnya amaran keras.

Nampak je kecik jarum tu. Nampak je macam comel je untuk dibuat main (who the hell yg buat jarum jadi barang mainan?), tapi jarum jugaklah yang telah membuatkanku fobia terhadap jarum. Sakit, perit, hanya saya dan tuhan je yang tahu..

Semuanya bermula cuti musim panas di Malaysia 2010. Semuanya bermula di hotel Dynasti Kuala Lumpur. Semuanya bermula bila saya kejar anak sedara saya. Kejar di sini bukannya kejar yang happy happy riang ria. Kejar di sini bermaksud saya nak marah anak sedara saya. Okay, benda ni saya x pernah bagitau mak saya. My friend kata saya ni Uda yang garang! Mana ada garang. Saya sayanggggg sangat my nephew!

Karpet bilik hotel tu kan tebal, so, masa kejar si Diniy, I stepped on something. Something small & sharp. Then a 'crack' sound! Damn!!! Sumpah sakit! Tengok2 kat tapak kaki ada jarum jahit terpacak. Bila cabut dah tinggal separuh. Where's the other part? Hmmm.. tercampak kat karpet balik kot. Ke, terpatah pastu tinggal dalam kaki? urgghhh, tak.. tercampak kat karpet tu. Rasa rasa kat kaki, xde pape pun..

Dah dua hari. My foot started to swell. Nak jalan pun susah ni. Kena jengket macam main ting ting tu. Okay, mak paksa pergi klinik. Then, mak ambik kerusi roda. Mati mati saya taknak naik kerusi tu. Ishhhh..malu!!!! Muda muda dah kena naik wheelchair! Cun dah cun dah, sekali naik wheelchair. Lama jugak saya gaduh dengan mak pasal kerusi roda tu. Last last saya yang suruh mak naik wheelchair tu, saya yang tolak. Lagi panjang mak membebel! hahaha.. Saya gagahkan jugak berjalan. Tapi takdelah ber'ting-ting' dekat public kan. Biar sakit asal x malu. Abang kaunter pendaftaran tu siap buat lawak kata kaki kene potong. H.A H.A..
Rasa macam tak kelakar lawak tu. Kalau kelakar pun, kaki saya lagi sakit!

Doktor Changkat Melintang

Okay, doktor lelaki. Early fourty. Skinny. Rambut xde kat tengah.Tak Handsome.

Tengok kaki macam nak xnak je.. Bila cakap pasal jarum tu, muka macam percaya tak percaya je. Then, die dapat satu phone call. OOOhhh, dia nak keluar dah. I was his last patient he intended to treat. Wait, it's just 3pm man! We asked for X-ray, injection, and antibiotic. But he refused!!! Doktor botak tu kata xde jarum dalam kaki. Kalau ada, mesti saya rasa extrapainful. Do i looked like having a pleasant feeling? And was he a Superman? Boleh X-ray guna mata je? Kalau superman macam ni x best langsung! TAK HENSEM!!
He just gave me painkillers & ubat bengkak, & ubat gastrik!! Then, ade perempuan masuk ajak die keluar. Awek diakah??? Mak kata ye..Mak dah mengamuk dekat pharmacy bile dapat those ubat only!

I came home with additional pain setelah doktor tu menekan2 tapak kakiku. Terima Kasih doktor. Kalau korang dengar macam mana mak menyumpah doktor tu, seriously korang takut nak jadi doktor. Mak siap pesan supaya jangan jadi doktor macam tu bila dah besar nanti. Ye mak, kakak taknak pesakit kakak menyumpah kakak macam tu, Tak tenteram wooo hidup.

Doktor Changkat Melintang

Weekend tu, balik rumah opah dekat layang kiri, bota kiri, Perak. Malam tu sangatlah tidak tahan. Abah bawak pergi hospital Changkat Melintang. OMG.. Ada dua orang doktor muda. Cina & Melayu. Yang ni early twenty, not skinny, ada rambut kat tengah, handsome. Hmm.. Mak dan opah ada satu persamaan,sentiasa akan bagitau yang saya ni medical student kat egypt. Bukan apa.. malu sikit. Sikit je la. Yela, student medic tapi kene cucuk jarum plak! hehehe.. So, those doctors sent me for an X-ray. Bila dapat je film X-ray tu, I'm the first one who examined it. Alaaa, kalau setakat tengok X-ray, bukan susah sangat pun. Retilah baca. Damn!!! ada!! Jarum tu ada kat dalam kaki. Panjang pulak tu!! Doktor tu refer saya ke hospital Seri Manjung sebab diorg x boleh buat surgery tu. Oh ye, doktor2 muda tu geleng kepala when my mom cerita pasal doktor putrajaya.

Doktor Changkat Melintang

So, the next day, i was admited to Hospital Seri Manjung. Arrrghhhh,kecewa gila. Instead of doing my attachment at Hospital Serdang, there i was in a ward at Hospital Manjung! Tarikh saya masuk wad tu mmg tarikh saya patut buat attachment! Sebelum tu saya ada pujuk abah untuk buat surgery tu dekat hospital putrajaya je. Alasan? Hospital Putrajaya tu kan lagi baru dari Hospital Manjung. So, hantu dia lagi sikit sebab baru je lagi. Sekali lagi, kena marah! Yelah, tak pernah seumur hidup masuk hospital, tiba2 kena masuk pulak. Tapi, saya insist untuk dapatkan bilik perseorangan. Tak boleh rasanya baring dekat tengah orang ramai. At least for the second day. Sbb my first day kat hospital was sunday.

Sakitttttttttttttt gileeeeeeeeeeeeee masa nak cucuk jarum dekat brachial vein. 7 kali cucuk. They couldn't find my vein. Bila dah jumpa, terlalu halus pulak. diameter jarum tu lagi besar daripada my vein. Boleh plak doktor tu tanya "U buat kerja rumah tak?". Nak kena agaknya doktor ni. My vein halus sebab i ni memang halus mulus orangnya okay!! Sakit sebab kene cucuk tu jauh mengatasi sakit kaki yg ada jarum ni. Every nurse yang lalu pulak mesti tanya macam mane boleh kene jarum? menjahit ke? bile kene? dekat mane? Doktor pun sama. letih la cerita benda sama je. Rasa macam nak tulis dekat kertas & tampal dekat kepala katil. Hambik kau!

I was soooo naive to think that the surgery is simple. Ingatkan macam duduk atas kerusi dalam bilik doktor. Then hulur kaki je. And the doctor do his job! I was all wrong! Siap kene masuk dewan bedah, pakai baju bedah, dgn ECG kat jangtung segala, bius separuh badan. That was real scary! Before masuk dewan bedah tu, ade lagi nurse & doc yg tanya macamane boleh kena. Aku just diam & senyum. Nasib baik ada nurse yg dah tau tu selamatkan aku " Panjang ceritanya, nak tau baca report tu sendiri!" She's cool man!!

Doktor Putrajaya

Sepanjang dalam wad, they've been wonderfully nice to me! Mak abah beli berlambak betul makanan. Yelah, makanan hospital kan x sedap. Dah jadi macam pesta pulak. Kerja saya dengan adik saya, makaaaannn je kejenya sampai tengah malam. Laksa, murtabak, kuih melaka, Tau fu fah, kueytiaw goreng. Banyak lagi. Padahal duduk situ satu malam je kot. And, ramai jugak doktor yang buat housemanship situ. They knew me as a medical student, so we talked a lot. Banyak jugak benda yang diorang share and ajar saya. But guess what? Those who were nice to me are all indian & chinese. Yang melayu? Buat muka kerek! Berlagak nak mampos! Tegur pun xnak! Wey, aku pun belajar medik gakkkk!!! Tak Payah nak berlagak kotttt!!

Berjahit tiga kaki saya akhirnya. Turun duit hantaran. Eh, tak turun kot. Kat tapak kaki. Sape yg nampak kan? Doktor kata 3 minggu baru pulih sepenuhnya. Yeahhh, habis minggu attachment di situ sahaja. Ingatkan boleh la kot buat seminggu. Takde rezeki. Lagi satu, x dapat nak menggayakan wedges yg hot tu puas2 kat malaysia. Raya pun pakai flat je..

Doktor Putrajaya

Masa balik dari celebrate birthday adik dekat chop & stick Kampung Baru, Mak & Along paksa abang abangku, bangah & balang dukung saya ke kereta sebab xlarat jalan sangat. Sekali lagi, mati2 saya taknak. Gila apa? dah besar besar kene dukung tengah orang ramai. Dahlah semua orang baru balik dari terawih. Tapi kali ni, bangah balang main sauk je saya & dukung sampai kereta. MALU NYA... HANYA TUHAN YANG TAHU. Macam kene kidnap pun ada. Bak kata adik saya, apa guna ada 2 org abang yang pegi gym hari hari kalau adik sendiri pun x larat angkat? Diorang siap rakam lagi untuk simpanan bahan ketawa.

Moralnya? Dengarlah cakap orang muda-Jangan bermain dengan jarum. Sampai sekarang saya simpan jarum tu. Doktor bagi bawak balik.

p/s : Kenapa agaknya gaji doktor kerajaan kat Malaysia rendah? Adakah sebab prestasi doktor pun mcm doktor botak di atas, jadi kerajaan pun bagi gaji rendah, atau pun, disebabkan kerajaan bagi gaji rendahlah yang menyebabkan doktor botak tu bekerja sambil lewa?

Week Of Tragedies..

2010-08-03T04:45:00.000+03:00

I guess today will make exactly 1 week I'm in Malaysia. And i don't think it could be more action as i already shocked with several incidents.

The good neews is, my mom said i'm thinner compare to last year.The good neews is, my mom said i'm thinner compare to last year.The good neews is, my mom said i'm thinner compare to last year.
Yaaa... Saya memang saja tulis tiga kali! Biar Tiqah Mamat, Balqis, Pot & Mizah baca dan faham dan simpan sebagai long term memory. Supaya diorang tak berani kata saya gemuk, muka lebar bla..bla..bla.. Macam dekat Alex haritu, kami 5 orang naik 1 teksi. Jadi, 4 orang di belakang, 1 orang di depan. We decided the fattest sit in front. Guess who had to fill the front sit all the time? Me!!!!
Padahal, sikit punya slim dah ni.. haishhh...

3rd night in Malaysia, kami ber-kajang... I mean, kitorang pegi makan sate kajang. Ramai2 dengan acu sekali. Sedap! Sedap! Sedap! Tapi makan sate banyak2 tu rasa macam celah gigi je. Tak puas langsung. Nanti nak ajak abah pegi makan lagi satelah! Kejadian malam tu yang agak kelakar bila acu dengan selamba dan tanpa segan silunya meniru aksi raja lawak cara2 nak reverse kenderaan. Lama jugak acu buat macam tu kat tempat parking. Dah macam berjoget je. Rasa nak jerit " Saya tak kenal dia! Saya tak kenal dia!" .
But we all ended up laughing like crazy!

Here comes the best part. Me & Tiqah Mamat & my adik went to KLIA to fetch a friend. Everything went smooth. ( Except we took a 'long' cut to KLIA & forgot where did we parked our car). On our way to Midvalley (we actually terlajak sampai) Shah Alam, dekat lampu isyarat (merah), tengah sedap sembang, tiba tiba BAMMM!!!!! (and damn!!! dalam hati), kereta wira langgar dari belakang! Takda kereta lain ke nak langgar? kereta aku jugak? Nasib baik x teruk. Nasib baik dia nak bayar. Tapi kesian dia kena marah dengan abah teruk dari telefon. nampak tangan dia menggeletar. Bertanggungjawab. Takpe. malas nak komen panjang panjang. But, adalah trauma sikit nak drive kereta. Lepas tu, my adik & Tiqah Mamat dah jadi pegawai JPJ dah. Sikit sikit.. "Eh.. eh.. intan.. slow.. slow.. ada kereta..ada kereta.." Padahal tadi tu bukan salah saya. tapi saya faham. Diorang pun nervous macam saya jugak!

Okay.. sambung annti.. nak keluar dgn ex-roomate!

Macam ni kalau nak makan

2010-07-13T17:33:00.000+03:00

Di bawah ialah etika dan cara2 nak makan. Amaran awal, ini semua takde kena mengena dengan apa apa panduan daripada buku. Sesungguhnya semuanya adalah daripada fikiran dan pemerhatian saya sendiri selama hidup 20 tahun ni. Ini kalau nak makan dekat public or tempat formal. Kalau dekat rumah ke, kedai mamak ke, makan gaya bebas dibenarkan. Takde sape nak ambik kisah pun.

Baca doa makan.

Ambik makanan dalam kuantiti yang sederhana. Takyahlah taruk sampai menggunung pinggan tu. Selagi boleh muat pinggan tu selagi tu nak taruk. Ambik dalam kuantiti yg sederhana je. Tambah kalau bufet. Nanti orang lain tengok anda ni macam x pernah jumpa makanan @ buruk lantak. Macam first time makan dalam hidup. Rilex je. Dah habis boleh tambah. Biar je waiter tu ambik pinggan lama korang.korang pegi ambik pinggan baru & makanan baru, so, orang takdelah pandang semacam..

Masa kunyah makanan tu, eloklah tutup mulut. Maksudnya, tak perlulah sampai nganga mulut luas luas ala ala ular sawa nak telan gajah kan.. agak agaklah sikit. Ini, masa tangan/sudu nak masuk mulut tu je dah macam mulut harimau. Lepas tu, masa kunyah tu pulak ternganga nganga mulut tu. What's your motive? Adakah anda nak bagi demonstrasi pada orang di hadapan anda bagaimana makanan diproses di dalam mulut. Habis semua orang boleh nampak makanan tu bercampur campur dengan saliva anda, lumat lumat, lembik lembik. Tambah tambah pulak ada je percikan percikan makanan dari mulut anda tu terkeluar keluar. Eweeee man! Anda memanglah berselera makan. Tapi orang yg lain tengok terus hilang selera! *Abah memang pantang kalau masa nak suap tu mulut besar2. Abah kata macam harimau. Nak tau siapa yang selalu kena tegur macam tu? Along dengan adik! hahahaha... Kakak jugak yang bersopan santun kan bah kan?

Makan jangan berbunyi. Taulah sedap. Tapi kalau boleh jangan berbunyi. Ini tak.. berdecap berdecup bunyi kunyahan makanan. Tau tak apa yang saya bayangkan? terbayang makanan tu makan tu dah lembik lembik dek air liur korang lepas tu berlendir lendir.. bluekkkk... Lepas tu hirup sup punyalah 'SURPPPPPPPPP.....' korang bukannya tengah buat iklan maggie pun. And lagi satu, kalau guna sudu garpu,kalau boleh jangan bagi berlaga laga sangat dengan pinggan. Bunyi yang terhasil seolah olah anda sedang berlatih pedang. Tak pun macam tengah bertukang. Sikit sikit tu takpelah. Mana nak tukar mode jadi mute pulak kan.. Oh ye,kalau minum minuman berstraw tu, kalau dah habis tu biarlah ye.. takyahlah sedut sampai ke titisan terakhir.. tambah lain..

Masa makan tu takpe je sembang sembang. Berbual masa makan best kan. Tapi part gelak tu, sila control diri anda. Jangan pulak nganga mulut luas luas lepas tu gelak bagai nak rak, tak pasal pasal pulak lauk kawan kawan anda bertambah.Hasil daripada makanan yang terkeluar dari mulut anda. Tak mau ye anak anak..

Kalau anda tak sihat contohnya selesema berkahak, janganlah lakukan aktiviti tersebut di meja makan. Lagi tak molek kalau anda bersungguh sungguh sembur hingus anda kat situ jugak. Tau tau jelah kan bunyi orang sembur hingus. Bunyi yang paling gua tak tahan. Kasihanilah orang lain yang sihat di meja tu. At least bagilah diorg makan dengan tenang. Yang batuk berkahak pulak, kat situ jugak dia nak keluarkan kahak. Korang cakaplah, "Excuse me, i need to go to ladies.." Haaa... kan elok tu.. Eh, ada lagi satu, jangan kentut kuat kuat masa makan. Uwooo..sape yang buat ni memang gila selamba and muka tak malu.

Kalau korang attend majlis yang jenis makan dihidangkan, if korang dah selesai makan, macam x prihatin pulak kalau korang ratah lauk je. Kesianlah sikit kat kawan kawan yang belum habis makan tu. Berdebar debar jantung diorang tengok tangan korang laju je and tak berhenti henti ambik dan ratah lauk. Padahal nasik kawan korang banyak lagi dalam pinggan. Tak pasal pasal makan nasik kosong je diorang.

Jangan cakap pasal benda yg geli atau kotor masa tengah makan. Contohnya cakap pasal ~~taik ke..berak ke..~~ . Ni siap cerita dengan teliti struktur bau dan warna.. Ada jugak yang muntah kat meja makan tu. Last last semua tak larat makan.. nak?

Alhamdulillah kalau korang dah kenyang makan. Jangan pulak tiba tiba terdengar bunyi 'BURPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!' sikit punya kuat. Nganga luas luas pulak tu. Bau tak payah cakaplah kan. Nescaya kawan semeja angkat pinggan pergi meja lain.

Makan jangan berterabur. Tak elok kalau ada remah remah nasi kat sekitar pinggan korang. Pinggan tu dah cukup luas rasanya.Last but not least, dah habis makan tu, kalau ada baki makanan tu, eloklah kumpulkan setempat kat satu sudut pinggan. Jangan dibiarkan berterabur dalam pinggan tu. Kalau budak kecik takpe, ni anda budak besar. Sudu garpu tu letak elok elok selari..

Baca doa lepas makan. Ucapkan syukur pada Allah atas rezeki yang diberikan.

So, macamana? Rasa rasa boleh ikut? Ni baru asas. Kalau ikut panduan yang sebenar benarnya lagilah teruk. Dengan postur badan dan protokol segala.. Kalau korang lepas panduan di atas, maksudnya korang lepas kalau nak kawin dengan anak raja. Nak kawin dgn raja terus pun takpe.

Kalau tak lepas, jangan risau..masih boleh kawin dengan raja. Raja kat bawah ni ha..

Nak tak?

Kalau xnak ambik kat bawah ni.

Kacak sikit.

Dua dua kat atas ni ialah Raja.. Raja Apa??? Raja Gopal!!

Take the broom and clean it

2010-07-02T06:01:00.000+03:00

Can u see the spider webs everywhere?Take a good look. So many around here.
Yeah..of course. Thats what u get when u left your blog un-updated. Well, u have to excuse me for the exams. ~~Bullshit!~~ Nonsense ! I once updated this blog the night before histology.

It seems like i lost the mood in writing. But i have so many things and tips to be shared. What makes me updating this blog right now? I'm forcing myself. I'm urging all the energy inside me while my left hand is holding my right hand to hit the keyboard.

Another 2 days i finally can raise my flag. My independence flag! Psychology is the last paper.

Today i'm gonna talk about..ermmm...about...ermm... DAMN! i have no idea! completely no idea.
So, this entry is a crap!

So, just enjoy this song.
Its an old song. But i recently sooo into it.
He has a very great powerful voice.
With a pair of dangerously handsome eyebrows.
Yup.. kening dia sangat kacak.
Tengok kening je dah cair..
But the lyrics, i dont like it.
its about cheating.
We should never cheat.

p/s ; heartless..

FB-connecting people..

2010-06-23T02:37:00.001+03:00

What a suprising day..
Tadi,dekat fb, ~~ex-dato'~~ , ex-schoolmate upload gambar masa kat sekolah dulu. First ayat keluar mulut ---> comot gila masa budak2 dulu! dahlah tu, kelakar muka. Innocent habis! dahlah hitam (gara2 kadet polis), kurus gila babeng pulak tu. Macamane boleh bina badan sekarang pun x tahu.

Dan bermula dari situlah, sorang..sorang.. kawan2 lama menjelma. Waaahhh.. rindunya. Mula lah add-meng add. Bagus jugak facebook ni. connecting people.

Macam2 ragam masa zaman budak2 dulu. Sekarang ni, semua dah berterabur. Ada kat Penang, Selangor, Jepun, Mesir, merata lagilah. Betul abah kata, kita x boleh nak ikut kawan sebab semua rezeki lain2.

Masing2 dah bawak haluan sendiri. Ada yang dah jadi model. Ada yang dah jadi nurse. Ada yg dah jadi sasterawan. Ada bakal engineer. Ada bakal doktor.InsyaAllah..

Ada yang dah nak kawin bulan sepuluh ni. Ada yang dah bertunang. Ada yg dah jumpa jodoh masing2.. Ada yang still single..

And my backstabber once upon a time apologize today. Forgiven. Dah 4 tahun. See, x sekeras mana pun hati saya. Dah orang mintak maaf, sedang nabi ampunkan umat. but, forgive but not forget.

Nak cakapnya..kita semua dah dewasa @ tua... Ohhhh tidakkkkk!!!!!

Mereka plan nak buat reunion ---> pangkor @ cherating @ perhentian. I vote for perhentian.

Mungkin Millat facebook dan Umma united bakal mengambil tempat facebook. Asalkan kita menyokong mereka..

p/s : mungkin saya juga perlu minta maaf pada seseorang..

Tanya lagi hot ke tak?

2010-06-22T08:32:00.000+03:00

Cik Atiqah Mamat (memang nama comersial dia) sangat gemar meng-tag saya.Tapi tag kali ni memang ada kena mengena.

1-Anda rasa anda hot?
Huhhh..isn't it obvious? Of course I'M HOT! With the 46 celcius temperature, plus with 3 times blackout yesterday, who can deny that I'm hot???

2- Bila kali terakhir anda makan pizza?
Ohhh ye.. last time? Cik Tiqah Mamat belanja makan pizza masa dia dapat duit banyak2.. lepas tu x makan dah.sbb ape eh? entahla.. xde selera kot.. die kene org belanja baru selera. hahaha..

3-Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar sekarang?
I'll be loving u a long time by Mariah Carey.. sedang dengar sekarang. One of my favourite though.

4-Apa yang anda sedang buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?
Dengar lagu dan makan anggur. Anggur merah yang takde biji tu. Manis pulak tu. sedap lah makan,takde biji kan.macam makan snack.sesuai ganti popcorn masa tengok movie.berkhasiat pulak tu. Haaa..kalau nak beli, 5 genih sekilo..

5- Selain nama sendiri, anda dipanggil nama apa?
Banyak woo.. --->
-kakak
-kak teh
-kak uda
-Budak darjah 5
-kak ika (dekat Msia only,not in egypt)
-In (Hanim & Hana yang rajin panggil ni)
-Miss crab
-Miss accessory
-Acha.. (??????????)
-Budak kechik
-Che' adik
-Diktator (no one calling me this anymore)

Tag 8 orang
8??banyaknya. dahlah banyak yang kite nak tag dah kena tag.

1-adik
2-qis
3-lai
4-nad
5-nisa
6-min
7-pot (aku tau ko takkan buat, aku just nak cukupkan 8 org je)
8-ainaa

Siapakah org no. 1 kepada anda?
My dear adik ~~yg gemuk.~~ yg paling rapat dlm family, dialah!

Katakan sesuatu kepada org no. 5
Dah dapat bezakan ke tak serbuk kurma dengan serbuk sup?

Org no. 3 ada hubungan dengan siapa?
Dia ni my bff. dia ada hubungan dengan m****. dululah.. sekrang x taulah..

Bagaimana pula dengan org no. 4?
ni pun my bff gak. dia ada hubungan dengan.. dengan..dengan.. entah,dia xnak cerita kat saya.

Pesanan buat orang nombor 6?
Jangan selalu jatuh depan org ramai lagi eh.. tambah2 depan junior. tambah2 depan intan, sebab kat situ jugak intan akan gelak kaw kaw punya! hahahhaa

Kata2 cinta untuk org no. 2?
I always love u qis, but I love gerard butler even more. So, dont u ever dream of him! hahahaha
(evil laugh!!!!!)

adakah org no. 7 & 8 mempunyai persamaan?
perempuan.

Berikan 5 yang anda tau mengenai org yg tag anda?
-My BFF
-Kuat makan. Sian keyri nak bela dia nanti, duit habis ke makan je.
-Kuat online shopping. Kesian Keyri sekali lagi.
-Gossip girl.
-Bercita2 nak kawin awal. good luck!!!

Perasaan anda semasa menyelesaikan tag ni?
Lapar lah weiiiiiii!!!!! mau makan apa ni????????????????? LAPAR LAPAR LAPAR LAPAR!!!

Abah..

2010-06-20T23:56:00.000+03:00

To be honest, i forgot that today is father's day. Until i read my friend's blog. Seriously, i lost track of time. I hardly what day is today. So, abah, sorry for the late wish. Plus, ana mafish kredit ya abi. Alfun maalish..

Really thankful because i call u 'abah', not 'ayah', 'bapak', 'papa', or 'daddy'.Because 'abah' suits u well. For me,

Abah = loving, caring, funny, soft,wise, tak garang.

Ayah= Garangggggggggg!!! very strict! with a thick black moustache. red eye. *melampau pulak rasanya

Papa= Tak melayu.. x best. walaupun diakui nampak macam sangat memanjakan anak.

Daddy= macam papa jugaklah.

Pesanan buat abah,

Can u please take care of yourself?

Because mostly i'm not there to look after u.

I still remember once u said, when i was a little girl, i was the easiest one to cry. And my tears, like a raindrops. sambai basah rambut abah kata. But when i grew up, i'm the most difficult one to cry. Except for my family & movies la.. And abah, terima kasih, sebab masa kakak n adik kecik2 dulu, kitorang selalu nak main mekap2. and abah pun merelakan diri jadi model untuk dimekapkan.. thanx for that. Hasilnya, anak abah cantik2 sekarang. kan?kan?kan?

Walaupun dah beribu kali cakap, but still i want to say,

Abah, I love u so much. banyak ni haaaaa..

(sambil angkat tangan tinggi2 kat atas langit,lagi tinggi,lagi tinggi..)

Semoga abah panjang umur, murah rezeki, sihat tubuh badan.

Kakak pasang niat, masa kerja nanti kakak nak simpan duit, nak hantar mak abah pergi haji guna duit kakak sendiri.

And.. why the hell people didnt compose songs about father?? Father is precious too. Think intan.. think.. Haaa..ada pun..lagu..

sudirman=bapak. Tapi itu lagu sedih!

run joey run= itu lagu anak perempuan merayu kat bapak dia nak kawin! tak sesuai..tak sesuai..

belum sampai masanya.

papa dont preach = lagi merepek lagu ni!

Hey..yeah you..composers out there. Show some appreciation to fathers..

(macamlah ada composer yg baca blog ni). Tapi ada banyak cerita pasal bapa yang menyentuh perasaan. Contohnya papadom. I like it.

So, i finally make a decision. I choose a song from Cat Steven= wild world. Walaupun lagu ni sebenarnya lagu dari seorang bapa kepada anaknya, tapi saya tetap suka, sebab betul2 rasa lirik dia tepat dgn keadaan kami. dgn nasihat yg abah selalu bagi. rasa macam abah yg nyanyikan lagu ni untuk saya.

p/s : Saya nak calon suami saya ada ciri2 berikut macam abah

---setia sungguh sangat2

---bapa yg baik kepada anak2

---pandai masak!!!!!!

Imaginary Friends-Comel Lagi Saya

2010-06-16T02:51:00.000+03:00

Just finished watching 'A Beautiful Mind'. A Beautiful movie indeed. I'd already watched this when i was in high school and i really fancy this movie. It is not suprising this movie won several awards. If I'm not mistaken, it was adapted from a true story.

The story playing around a very genius man turned crazy. Actually near crazy. Because he's too genius. He sees things around differently from other people. Which is kinda weird & scary. He doesn't involve in society very much, because he dont like people and people simply dont like him. Well, he's sort of odd, who would possibly approach him except make fun of him? I think his loneliness make him create his own friend, a very encouraging and best friend.
'An Imaginary Friend'. Yup, he's suffering from scizophrenia. Staring--> Russell Crowe & Jennifer Conelly.

I shouldn't tell my housemates the ending of this movie! Such a mistake. I only knew it at the end of the story which made me very suprised! But still, they were suprised!

p/s :
-Even i always talk to myself, i dont have imaginary friends okay?
-What about imaginary lover? Cant wait to read the novel..

Okay, now tag from Cik ATiqah Mamat.

1. Permainan ini terbuka kepada semua peringkat umur
2. Satu gambar setiap seorang dan adelah gambar anda sendiri.
3. Gambar mestilah senyuman yang ikhlas dan lebar to the max
4. Gambar adalah berseorangan sahaja. lau nak gambar couple pon boley, tapi pastikan yang sorang lagi tu adalah saya (ahahaha) xde lah...

5. Mestilah follow tuan punye blog (yang ini tak perlulah kot, kan?)
6. Tag sekurang-kurangnye 4 orang bloggers comel. comel ke? ehhe~ :))

JENG......

JENG!!!!

Walaupun peraturan mengatakan bahawa gambar seorang je, namun saya tetap upload gambar saya dgn brandon routh. Sedangkan peraturan sekolah dulu pun rajin langgar, apatah lagi peraturan tag2 ni kan?

Tengok, lebar tak senyuman tu? cukup x? kalau tengok dekat2 tu sampai telinga dah tu. Of Courselah, dapat bergambar dengan Brandon Routh tuuuuuuu.... My Mr. Superman.
Macam pinang dibelah dua kan? symmetrical sungguh! Cuba letak Courtney Ford tu sebelah dia, huhhhh -----> asymmetrical habis!! Camnelah dia boleh kawin dgn dia.

Anda anda yang kena buat tag ini ialah :

1- Adik - walaupun adik x reti senyum, anggaplah ini latihan..
2-Balqis- hari ni ko x boleh senyum lebar kan sebab bibir kering, so senyum dlm gambar jelah ok?
3- Krol - Kalau nak buat..buatlah...
4- Nisa - Ada org beritahu saya bahawa senyuman anda manis.

p/s : Okayyyy... Ni just gambar superimposed. So what? Berangan itu free...

This man teach me something

2010-06-13T04:57:00.003+03:00

After treating people nicely,
we got backstabed in return,
that make us being a little cruel so people won't shit us,
but when we realize, the one that we shit might also treating people nicely as we were,
so, why we put them in a place that we ourselves hate it?
Treat them all nicely as long as they dont make a mess.
Treat backstabbed people extra-nicely because they really need that,
and u'll be extra appreciated.

p/s :
ruginya x dapat tolong kemas barang rumah lama. ruginya... ruginyaaa!!!!
That A.D.O really teach me something.

Nampaknya abah tak terima menantu Norway

2010-06-08T05:35:00.000+03:00

Just now, 7pm, i got a message. Its from abah.

"******, (nama panggilan dirahsiakan) kalau online sekarang,

jom kita chat.

Abah baru balik dari teluk intan ni."

Abahku semakin pandai berbahasa sms. Kalau dulu,punyalah skema. Padahal mesej anak2 dia je pun.

Kalau dulu, mesej tu mungkin berbunyi,

" 'SILA' online sekarang. Harap maklum."

By the way, baru je semalam tulis dekat blog kalau x dpt cakap dgn mak/abah this week, saya buat keputusan nak tunang dengan org Norway.Tup tup terus dapat msg nak call online. Waaahhh.. risau nampaknya mereka. Pantang betul kalau sebut nak kawin org luar negara ni. Cepat je reaksi.

(entah2 tak baca pun blog ni..) Yelah, 7pm Mesir = 12 mlm Malaysia.Dahlah baru balik dari Teluk Intan, baru lepas kemas nak pindah rumah pulak tu. Mesti penat. Tapi sbb taknak menantu Norway punya pasal, sengkang jugak mata. (beranganlah kau intan!)

Lega bila dapat cakap dgn family. Rasa hidup balik dah.. Kelakar bila ingat some of our conversation just now. Here are some of them..

Abah : Kakak.. tadi abah asyik kena marah dgn mak je. Masa pindah rumah tadi.

Me : Kenapa?

Abah : Sebab abah paling sikit buat kerja. jadi mandur je.. hehehe..

Abah kalau kena marah dgn mak mesti report kat saya. hahaha.. Tapi abah memang, semangatnya memang tinggi. Macam dulu2, abah nak potong sendiri rumput halaman rumah, siap dgn uniform,dengan seluar jeans, but hitam, topi, cermin mata plastik besar tu. Last2 potong rumput 15 minit je. Cute betul!

Me : Abah, nak tau tak, kakak sebenarnya x suka rumah lama kita tu.

Abah : Kenapa?

Me : Kakak rasa rumah tu bawak suwey! (tahyul betul budak ni!) Yelah, sejak kita duduk rumah tu, dah 3 kali rumah tu kena pecah pencuri. Lepas tu jumpa h****.X sukalah rumah tu. Kakak happy tau kita nak pindah!

Abah : Tapi abah sayang jugak rumah tu, Situlah tempat korang membesar, situlah Along nya kawin.

Me : Nasib baik kakak x kawin kat situ.

Abah : Hahaha..

Dengan selambanya ayat itu dilontarkan. Hahaha.. itu sebab saya yg cakap. Cuba along atau adik yg cakap pasal kawin dgn selambanya di situ. Mesti kena "amboiiii..dah gatal sgt nak kawin??"

Memang dari kecik saya bayangkan satu family saya tinggal kat lumut. Suka bandar kecil itu. Dekat dengan laut. Damai.. Pagi2 bolehh jogging dari rumah sampai tepi laut. Lepas jogging makan roti canai.Miss that moment!

Me : Abah, dah suruh org yg sewa rumah kita kat lumut tu keluar?

Abah : Biarlah dulu. bg can kat diorg merasa tinggal kat situ setahun lagi. Mak pun setuju macam tu.

Me : Bagi tau diorg suruh keluar awal2, senang diorg cari rumah lain,

Abah : Erkkk..???

Kejam x? Well..xdelah kejam sangat. Kita kena kejam 'sikit' kalau xnak org lain kejam kat kita.

Xdelah, i mean bagus untuk dua2 pihak kan.. Owh,rumah kami kat lumut tu ada 2 sebelah menyebelah. Satu bg sewa kat pasangan baru kawin. Okay, now rasa kejam pulak!

Me : Abah, jgn lupa, ** haribulan ***** ni kakak nak ambik kawan kakak dekat ****.

Abah : Ooo.. Okay.. Kakak nak bawak kereta mana?

Me : Hmmm.. Myvi atau matrix. Sekali dgn Navigator.

Abah : Charade xnak?

Me : TAK NAKKKKKKK!!!!!!

Me : Abah jangan ikut kakak.

Abah : Biarlah abah ikut, abah nak tgk rupa kawan kakak tu.

Me : X boleh. kakak pegi dgn kawan2 kakak yang lain. X muat kereta.

Abah : Abah ikut belakang naik kereta charade ye?

Me : TAK BOLEHHHHH!!!!!!

Abah : Hmmm.. kakak nak pegi **** je kan?

Me : Lepas tu nak pg jalan2 dekat ***.

Abah : Haaaaa?????

Me : Jgn risau, kawan kakak tau jalan.

Abah : Abah ikut ye?

Me : Abah nak bg kakak pegi sendiri ke atau nak bagi kakak ambik international driving license?

Abah : Ok..ok.. Kakak pergi sendiri.

Saya tau apa abah fikir. Mesti abah ingat saya nak pergi jumpa kekasih. (kekasih?tak boleh blah!)

Abah.. Abah.. adakah abah tau bahawasanya even anak abah ada kekasih pun, kekasih itu mestilah mempunyai kapal selam?*blup..blup.. mana boleh naik kereta anak abah. X macho!!

Kenapalah abah x bg anak abah ni ambik international driving licence? Bukannya nak drive dekat egypt ni haaa.. nak drive kat ireland. (berangan itu free..)

Me : Abah, dah renew lesen kakak? haaaa......

Abah : Urm....urm... Lesen kakak mati hujung bulan 6 lah!

Me : Taklah bah. bulan 5.

Abah : Oh, yeke? esok abah hidupkan lesen kakak.

Abah, kakak tau abah lupa nak renew lesen kakak..

Sentiasa x boleh nak marah abah, last2 gelak balik.

Haaaa.... I just got an email from mak..

*Tu!! Along menungje, ngelamunletu nanti ade org kene salahkan*<

pastu Bangah tengok pe thunderca le ape lagi> #

yg bertenggek bawahtu Balang, ha ha dah nak meragam, balang lajuk#

~Niihaa kakak n adik sosek2, 2org buat pe2, jgn sakat kakak~

niii lah karaektor anak2 mak n abah.

Hahahaha.. gelak baca email ni. memang betul. Nilah perangai anak2 mak.

Along- suka alihkan kerja atau kesalahan kat adik beradik lain. Which is kinda cute when we all know the fact.

Bangah - suka berimaginasi. Dengan thundercat & trojan yg turun mendarat kat belakang rumah opah.

Balang- Kuat meragam kalau x dapat apa yg dimintak. Siap bgtau tengah merajuk supaya org pujuk.

Kakak & Adik - Sentiasa berdua soksek2.. of course dgn cerita2 hot kami. But see, mak & abah sentiasa risaukan saya. Risaukan saya dibuli adik. Padahal.... Hahahahahah.. saya yg naik tanduk. Kesian adik...

p/s : Kakak sayanggggggg mak abah. Tak kisah pun x dapat tunang orang Norway. Cakap dengan mak abah lagi best!

Takut @ Best Kena Ngorat Macam Ni

2010-06-07T02:08:00.002+03:00

Sila Diam.. eh.. tak..
Sila tonton video di atas.
Bayangkan anda berada di tempat Moa (heroin di atas), apa perasaan anda.
Di-ngorat sedemikian rupa?

Kalau saya..
Kalau saya....
Best woooooo.. kena ngorat dgn Alexander Rybak! hahahaha (kenapa gelak?)
Dahlah handsome, kaya pulak tu! (typical me kan..)
Apasal si Moa tu xnak haa?? nasib baik xnak, kalau nak ada je yg jealous (sambil angkat tangan, saya!saya!)

Tapi.. Tapi..
Itu kalau muka dia boleh tahan macam Alex.
Kalau muka dia macam longkang pecah? stalk macam tu,
sentiasa ikut pergi mana2 pun, sentiasa bg love notes di mana2..
Tak ke rasa macam stalker?? scary??
Mungkin dah buat report polis supaya dia x boleh mendekati dalam jarak 15 meter.

OOoooo... Kalau handsome kata romantik? kalau x handsome kata stalker?

From a positive side :
Lelaki ni tahu apa yg dia mahukan. And he works toward it. Tak putus asa. Means dia hargai gadis ni.

From a negative side :
Maybe this is what we call obsess? No matter what, he want to make this girl his. Worse, he might even do something that cross border just to get that girl. All fair in love they say..
Once upon a time, there was a guy who put a spell on me. All fair in love??????????!!!!
But, Alhamdulillah, dia tak sampai hati , break the spell and confess to me. Sampai sekarang saya hormat & tabik spring sama dia. Semoga dia berbahagia.

Moral dari cerita ini?

LOVE MEANS TO LET GO

~~Anda akan dapat yg lebih kaya dan handsome~~

Anda akan dapat yg lebih beriman dan menghargai anda.

Because we cant always get what we want,

But we get what we need.

p/s :

Mak.. dah dua kali akak nak cakap dengan mak tp x dpt. Ada je hal. Kalau dlm minggu ni x dapat jugak cakap dengan mak & abah, kakak buat keputusan nak tunang dengan orang norway!!

Macam kat atas ni. Take it or leave it.

p/p/s :

Apa jenis anak dara ni?

Apa jenis ugutan ni?

CONDEMN IS SIMPLY NOT ENOUGH!!!

2010-06-05T00:28:00.000+03:00

Eventhough i know its quite late to talk about Israel attacking Marmara ship, but i know this Israel conflicts will always be prolonged.

I'm not going to reflash about what happened to Marmara ship as everyone already talked, wrote about it with all the videos in the internet.

What i want to bold here is our role as a muslim, as a human towards this issue. Apparently we are condemning, bursting out our anger to israel. Well, of course it'll give a 'LITTLE' impact on Israel. But not for long. Israel dont give a damn about it. They can just pretend they dont hear it. Maybe they're suffering from auditory aphasia, they can listen but cant understand.

People of Palestine is so strong & brave, the can stand till this very minute to protect their motherland. And..I'm proud to be Malaysian. Because we have a very good relationship with Palestine and giving our ass to Israel. Plus, we Malaysia had been helping Palestine long time ago and still helping them. Reminiscing the era when Yasser Arafat was still breathing, how he always visited Malaysia and met Tun Dr Mahathir (PM at that time). Why do u think Yasser always came to meet Tun Dr. M? Just to have a chit chat with coffee? Wasting a sum of money while his country and people in a state of war?Of course not. Tun Dr. M had been helping them in many ways, only we don't know it in precise. How Yasser & Tun Dr M love each other in the name of Islam. I still remember how Tun Dr M cried when Yaser died. And what Tun Dr M did is continued appreciated by Palestinean. Because, his efforts never end. Look how he try to criminalized war. Look how he react upon every Israel unforgiven actions.

Below is one of Tun Dr M entry, and I'm showing Kholoud's comment (from palestine)

And this is my comment! hihihi..

See..why cant we respect & love our leader while others want to make him theirs?

We should think and plan our action from now, not for short duration, but for a long time. Perancangan masa panjang. So, our strategies must include all aspects, outside & inside.

The most important thing is to be united! We, muslim countries, is much bigger, the people is much more than Israel. Why the hell that we afraid of them? Israel easily step on our head because we are seperated! Plus, Israel is sorrouded by us, muslim countries. They are the one who should afraid of us! Not the other way round!

Most muslim countries are weak because they are too dependant((economy) on America. Dont u ever think that Israel is under America. America is Irael's dog! Every action of America is under Israel's control. They are just their puppet! Come on, Allah blessed every muslim countries. We should be able to stand on our own feet. We dont have to rely on America for food. We have workers,sources to be independant.Widen our prospective to all other countries, not only America. So, we dont give a shit if America dont want to deal with us because US is no longer the major controller of our economy. We should follow Japan & China. Just like Tun Dr M idea, Dasar Pandang ke Timur.

We should strenghten our money. But money shouldnt but money. That lead to economy crisis on 1998. Money is unpredictable. People can cheat. Again, as Tun Dr M suggested, Gold Dinar is more practical. The price of gold will never go down. Even there will be a 'lambakan' gold, people still want it. But 'lambakan' duit? it will be non valueable. At least, we shoulp practic gold dinar among ourselves, muslim countries, then spread it to the world.

Most of us launch boycot Israel's product. Yes, this will weaken their economy, but remember, we are helping them in another way.By what? By medication! I was awared of this when a dr came to zagazig to deliver his speech. They are controlling the medication all around the world. We are busy boycotting all these coca cola, pepsi so on. But in fact we are helping them tru medication that we bought. Even medication that are meant to be supplied to palestine people are from them. Who knows? Solution? Not to buy medication and die? Nope... We must develope our technologies and encourage our youth the study well so we can invade Israel's rule.

Do it now for the future.

p/s : Actually, i kinda like Hitler. I dont think he did anything wrong. If he didnt do such thing, things might be worse!

Rajin Buat Tag Macam Rajin Baca Anatomy!

2010-06-04T00:03:00.000+03:00

Tag dari Cik Atiqah Mamat

10 facts about me

- I rarely do blogwalking.

-For me, blog is meant to be written, not to be read. I treat my blog as my 2nd diary. And I don't like very much to be read by other people. And i dont chase traffic. Btw, what the hell is traffic?

-Tadi lepas solat jemaah bukak cerita pasal kahwin (tajuk wajib mereka perempuan). And they ask me, intan are u ******? Yes I am. Its one of their favourite question for me. Pelikkah? Mizah kata i'm underground type. Is it? Nope.. I dont think so.

-I love daydreaming. Who doesn't?

-xtau nak cakap ape dah..

-Oh ye, nak cari wedges yg gorgeous. Siapa nak belanja?

-I hate Jessie St. James. He's so handsome & yet so cruel. He's gonna regret it! I love Finn!!!!

"Its time for less talking & more punching!!!". Suara pun sedap. Serak2 sikit. With his dimples. With a rugby player's body. Rasa nak tampar je biar hilang handsome!!

-I'm a bathroom singer.

-Errrrr....who knows where did i parked my submarine?

-Yeay..dah cukup 10 bende merepek!!

10 perkara yg menakutkan saya

-Takutkan Allah S.W.T.

-Saya takut apa2 benda buruk menimpa keluarga saya.

-Saya takut terserempak dgn dia masa balik Malaysia nanti. Tolonglah jgn terserempak. I'll get stoned forsure..

-Saya takut binatang yg xde bulu,xde kaki,xde tulang.

-Takut pocong! Takut kalau muka pocong tu saya kenal.

-Takut air yg banyakkkkkkkk!!! takut lemas. Tak pandai berenang.

-Takut tinggi jugak.Tp x seteruk takut air.

-Takut masa bekerja nanti, saya menyebabkan kematian seseorang.

-Takut ego ni makan diri sendiri.

-Kena fikir takut ape lagi.. dahla tu. Buat ape takut bnyk2?

10 perkara yg selalu disebut

-Tell me something that I don't know.

-Aku cun. (Kalau kita x puji diri sendiri, who will then?)

-"Tonggeng!" Bila geram. Dont know where this word comes from.anyone?

-~~Nak kawin dgn Anak raja, Dato', Tan Sri, Datu,Pangeran, Brunei? Eh.. eh.. Blup blup?~~

(But the fact, i dont even want any of them. I just want somebody with iman, and who can make me laugh)

-Kakakkakakakakakakakkakaka ( annoying laugh just to annoy people)

-Sigh...

-Kalau aku jumpa ***** (nama yg berbelit2 lidah nak sebut dlm anat,physio,histo or biochem), mmg aku sekeh2 dia!

-Abah, kakak dgn adik sape lagi cantik?

-Tahfid syuwaiya mumkin? mintak diskaun mase shopping.

-Dahla tu.. saya pendiam, x byk cakap.

10 pertama kali dalam hidup

- pertama kali benci seseorang. ~~Pertama kali suka seseorang.~~

-Pertama kali tidur seorang. Roomate dah pindah.

-Pertama kali dapat kawan2 yg solehah dan baik2, dan keperempuanan sungguh. (terkejut masa temubual diorg kat dapur haritu! Feww.. x sangka beb!

-Pertama kali pegang duit sendiri.

-Pertama kali berjauhan sangat dari keluarga.

-~~Pertama kali berkahwin naik kapal selam.~~ Eh..Eh.. Mana ade! dah jangkit Tiqah Mamat ni asyik cakap pasal kawin je.

-Pertama kali suka brandon routh,kevin zegers,alexander rybak, ian somerhalder,david duchovny, banyak lagi ni..

-Dah! Dah! Yang lain semua pernah buat banyak kali.

p/s : Dalam movie2 kebanyakan heroin akan suka hero dulu. Hero pulak lambat baru nak suka heroin. Bila dah sedar suka heroin, dah ada org yg lebih baik,kaya, hensem suka heroin. Dalam reality pun sama. Lelaki dah ditakdirkan lembab ke?

Beruang Vs. Manusia---> Beruang KALAH!!!!

2010-05-29T03:48:00.002+03:00

Inilah nasib beruang kalau tidur dgn manusia..

Hahahahaha..

Ayuh.. Kembali ke sekolah

2010-05-28T02:51:00.012+03:00

Post kali ni, nak bercerita, nak mengimbau kembali zaman2 sekolah, sedari kecil sampailah sekarang ni.

Institusi-institusi yg bertanggungjawab menghasilkan intannuratiqah sekarang ni ialah :

1.Tabika Perpaduan.
Tabika. Bukan Tadika. Mak kata 'Tabika' membimbing, 'Tadika' mendidik sahaja.

btw, ni bukan logo asal. Logo asal ade 2 harimau kiri kanan, ade padi pastu, ade..entah!

Kenangan..Hmmmhh.. Percaya x saya masuk tabika masa umur saya 2 tahun? Iye.. betul. x tipu. Saya & adik saya masuk tabika masa umur 2 tahun.
Tabika pertama ialah Tabika Perpaduan Tampin. Cikgunya ialah Acik Acam saya (mak sedara). Rupa dia sebijik sejibik macam penyanyi Aisyah tu. Tapi x pernah pulak suruh die nyanyi.Kot2 suara sama ke. Lagi satu, pejabat abah dekat sebelah pintu kelas tabika je! hehehe.. Abah kerja Pegawai Perpaduan. So, no wonder saya masuk tabika umur 2 tahun kan?

Lepas habis kelas je, terus lari2 pegi pejabat abah. Kalau abah out station, ikut acik acam balik rumah wan acu. Wan acu masak sedap2. Ramai lagi budak2 kat sana. Tapi ade ingat satu budak ni nama dia Syafiq, badan besar. Kebolehan dia ialah makan cili merah tu mentah2 macam makan coklat. Sampai sekarang x faham macamana die blh buat macam tu.

Masa nak pindah ke Teluk Intan, saya hadiahkan kawan saya pingat yg abah dapat drpd Sultan. Boleh x? hahahha.. nasib baik acik acam nampak. Kalau x jawabnya selamat la. Mane sy tau bende tu bernilai. Sampai skrg abah & mak gelakkan saya. Dan sampai sekarang jugak saya x mengaku. Saya putar2 cerita jadikan along yg buat perkara yg memalukan itu. Last2 mak abah pun keliru, saya atau along yg buat! hahahha..

Tabika kedua ialah Tabika Perpaduan Teluk Intan. Depan rumah je. Cikgu Jamilah selalu manjakan saya. Oh ye, mak saya pun Pegawai Perpaduan jugak!
Saya ada masuk satu pertandingan menyanyi. Saya pilih lagu 'burung pipit'. Tau kan lagu tu? " Saya ada burung pipit..satu hari jatuh sakit..". Seminggu mak latih saya dgn siap gaya lagi. Tapi last2 atas pentas jadi patung. kenapa? entah..

2- Sekolah Rendah Kebangsaan Convent

Ni logo sekolah menengah. X jumpa yg rendah punya.

Saya rase mase ni saya ade dunia sendiri. Sebabnya saya x igt apa yg jadi masa sekolah rendah. Yang saya ingat, ada sorang cikgu B.I ni, punyalah garang!!!
Pilih kasih pulak tu. Suka yg kaya je. Of courselah i'm not one of her kind. Dahlah comot. sape nak suka kan? Mmg semua org takut la kat die. Kalau budak yg dia sayang x bawak buku dia x marah, budak yg dia x suka x bawak buku kene marah.
X adil.. X bawak buku is x bawak buku. What's the different? Tapi saya x dapat nafikan, sbb Cik Nona lah english saya boleh tahan la.. At least saya boleh marah2 org in english. Menyalahgunakan english..

Saya ada masuk pantun, mak ada ajar satu pantun ni

Buah langsat kuning mencelah,
Keduduk tidak berbunga lagi,
Sudah dapat gading bertuah,
Tanduk tidak berguna lagi.

Tahu x keduduk tu ape? keduduk tu ialah nama lain bagi pokok senduduk. Tapi masa tu saya x tahu. Saya pun buatlah gaya macam nak duduk sebab bunyi nak dekat2 sama. Mak pun pelik kenapa saya asyik2 macam nak mencangkung masa berlatih. Lepas tu barulah mak bgtau keduduk tu ialah pokok. Sampai sekarang kene ejek dgn satu family. Iye, saya memang bahan jenaka dalam family saya. Sampai sekarang.. haish.. Sape yg bg nama keduduk tu haaa??? meh sini nak sekeh!

Masa darjah tiga, saya dapat langkau terus ke darjah 5. Xyah lalu darjah 4. Jimat umur. Saya selalu jugak x datang sekolah sbb parents selalu outstation.So,ikut diorg. Tapi saya x tahu macamane saya boleh buat semua soalan dgn bagus walaupun saya x pernah belajar. And saya ada habbit yg luar biasa. Saya boleh habiskan 1 buku latihan sehari. Saya sendiri takjub macamne saya boleh buat tu. Mak pun hari2 belikan saya buku latihan. And, masa saya darjah lima, saya boleh buat soalan darjah 6. Tulah..saya dah cakap, saya ade dunia sendiri masa ni. I lived in my own world..Kalau la perangai tu bawak sampai sekarang kan bagus!

Haaa..masa darjah 5, mase tu tuisyen. Ade sorang kawan balang ni nama dia Safar, selalu belanja saya, bukannya balang. Belanja banyak pulak tu (bg budak kecik la). Sekali belanja RM5. Kalau saya belanja die teka berape? 50 sen! hahahha.. Pelik jugak knp die slalu blanja. Rupanya suka dekat saya. Dia ajak saya couple (eeiii..gelinya bila ingat balik), saya pun x berape faham couple tu ape benda, tp die belanja saya banyak2 itu yg best. (kecik2 lagi dah tunjuk perangai). Tapi nasib baik along, bangah & balang cepat menghalang. Alhamdulillah.. sampai sekarang rekod x pernah couple dikekalkan..

3. Sekolah Menengah Convent Teluk Intan

Yup.. saya mmg budak sejati convent. Sekolah convent ni selalu jadi musuh sekolah2 lain. Mmg x disukai ramai. Diorang label convent ni berlagak,sombong, gedik, x pernah jumpa lelaki, budget terer BI, budget cun, dll..

Eleh.. Padahal korg jeles kan budak convent cun2? kan? kan? cakap jelah.. Lagipun, boys sekolah lain selalu target budak convent. Tergugatlah tu!
But the fact is.. budak convent x pernah tergedik2 dekat budak laki, kalau dah cun tu, x boleh nak buat apelah, satu anugerah. Yang membusukkan nama convent ni ialah budak sekolah lain yg transfer ke convent & bawak perangai menggatal lama dia tu ke convent. Padahal budak convent ni ada act sendiri, mana layan budak2 hingusan.. Jadi, yg dapat nama busuknya ialah convent. Disebabkan nila setitik habis rosak susu sebelanga.

Seperti biasa saya ada cikgu2 yg boleh ngam dgn saya, ada jugak yg x lekat dgn saya. Kalau yg baik dgn saya tu, siap boleh masuk bilik sesuka hati, buat amcam rumah sendiri, buat air, ambik kerepek,keropok. Pastu cikgu bawak seraga buah-buahan.Then ugut saya habiskan. Kalau x habiskan cikgu merajuk. Tapi cikgu2 yg kurang ngam dgn saya ialah guru2 kanan. Saya pun x tau kenapa. Tapi masa saya buat ujian dekat bilik guru, saya dengar guru2 kanan ni mengumpat pasal budak kelas last & kutuk2 & gelakkan dia. Saya x boleh terima, terkejut betul masa saya dengar. Bukannya nak cari jalan nak tolong budak tu, pegi kutuk pulak. Boleh pulak die tutup tingkap yg berlubang tu dgn file supaya saya x dgr ape yg diorg bincangkan. dgn FILE???? of course lah i bleh dgr.

Tapi saya x kisah pun guru2 kanan ni x ngam dgn saya, sbb saya ngam dengan pengetua! Berani la diorg usik saya? Kwn2 siap cakap pengetua tu kawan baik saya. Hahaha..

Lagi satu, saya kuat bergaduh dgn pengawal sekolah which is perempuan. Ade ke sesuka jiwa dan raga bukak beg saya. Ingat ape haaaa??? dahlah tu siap bawak sayur2 barang2 masakan ke sekolah untuk disiang sbagainya. Ingat ni kelas memasak ke??

Kat sinilah jugak saya belajar pidato,pantun,syarahan, buat roket. Masalahnya saya x pernah suka pun berpidato segala ni. Geli siap. Nak tergedik2 dgn gaya poyo tu lagi. Tapi saya target sijil untuk SPM. Alih2 kebanyakan yg saya masuk tu dapat johan. Bakat terendam nih..

Saya ada dapat tawaran ke Bainun, tp saya tolak sebab saya xnak sekolah asrama.

4. Kolej Matrikulasi Perak

X lama kat sini. 2 minggu je. Yang saya ingat koleh ni jauh terperosok kat dalam ladang kelapa sawit. Jauuuuuuuhhhhhh kat dalam. Membuatkan saya menangis seminggu pertama. Yelah x pernah pisah dgn family kan. lagipun ala2 asrama. Xleh terima lah!

Saya ada 2 org geng, satu india, satu melayu. Yang india ni nama dia lina, tp cakap, perangai mmg mcm melayu sebijik. Yang melayu ni (adeh, lupa nama), die kuat menyanyi dgn penuh perasaan & feeling nya.. tp suara x sedap pun. Cukuplah sekadar nak hiburkan saya dgn lina.

Tugasan pertama, kene siapkan lab report kimia. Semua org struggle ni nak buat. Tapi tengah2 jalan, ade kawan lelaki kelas saya mintak saya punya report nak buat rujukan. Saya kata x siap lagi, die kate xpe, nanti die siapkan. Haaaaaa?????? Ape lagi, dgn senang hati dan tersenyum saya bg report saya. hahahha.. tapi x dapat gelak lama, sebab lepas tu geng saya yg melayu tu mintak balik report saya sbb x puas hati. Hampeh!

Ada satu hari tu lepas kelas tambahan, on the way balik ke block masing2 classmate saya tegur ada benda melayang atas block saya warna putih. Ngek betul die tu.sape suruh pegi tegur, saya dah perasan lama tp xnak ambik kisah. Dah lah blok die sebelum block saya which means, saya kene balik block saya tu seorang diri di malam hari! thanx a lot. Xde jadi ape2 pun! hehe..

5. Pusat Asasi Sains Universiti Malaya (PASUM)

The best memory i ever had but the only one that i dont want it to happen again.

Kenapa saya suka PASUM? Sebab die x macam asrama. Xde peraturan. Tu yg best tu! Tambah2 bila lawan sub dgn kolej lain. Sub tu macam cheer. Siap ambush kolej lain lagi. Mmg best! Banyak yg saya belajar kat sini. Kerenah & ragam manusia. Macam2 manusia saya kenal.. ye.. Macam macam.. Memori yg paling indah (tambah2 hari terakhir di UM) tapi saya xnak ulang kalau diberi peluang? Kenapa? entah..

Saya ada dapat tawaran ke USM Pulau Pinang, tp saya tolak sebab saya melanjutkan pelajaran ke --->

6. Universiti Zagazig

Disinilah baru saya sedar yg diri ini penuh dengan kekurangan dan kejahilan. Belajar berdikari.
Syukur kerana diberi peluang berada disini. Diselubungi dgn suasana dan rakan2 rakan yg solehah. Membantu dan dibantu.
Semoga mumtaz bersama2.
Bitaufik wanajah!!
Aminnnn...

Terima kasih kepada semua yang telah mendidik

INTANNURATIQAHBINTIMOHAMADYUNUS

secara langsung ataupun tidak langsung.

Terima kasih juga kepada rakan2 atas memori yg anda bekalkan..

p/s : sweet dreams that leave all your worries behind you..

Jawapan Tag..

2010-05-24T20:16:00.030+03:00

So Encik Keyro (Keyri), Here You Go...

Task ----> State 23 things about yourself. Then, tag another 5 people..

I'm a genuine student of

Convent Teluk Intan
Rendah & Menengah

I really wish one day I'll step my feet at..

Makkah

Ireland

Italy

Spain

Brunei?

My stomach LOVESSSSS this..

Betik jalur.

cendol pulut

Carrot slice from secret recipe
My mom said it feels like muntah..

Once upon a time, i want to marry...

Tun Dr. Mahathir. But he's married long time ago. Before I was born.

Brandon Routh.
Unfortunately, he's married too!
Owh Why?????!!!!!

Eh, gambar Brunei lagi???????
Blup..blup..

When i'm bored, I'll play

I dont have piano. Just keyboard-YAMAHA

V.O.S- virtual piano

On top of my wish list

Bvalgari perfume rosse essentielle.
I asked this from my housemate for my birthday present. But, they give me table lamp.
(which is also what i requested)
price? 320 egyptian pound. hehehe..

When I want to say something very quickly..

I'll snap my fingers.

When I feel something irritating, or gross, i will...

Scratch my neck!

About my hands,fingers,whatever..

only match with princess cut diamond (demanding!!)
Love inai..
I cant cut my nail so short like others, because my nails can easily seperated from my flesh-->
they'll bleed! So, stop asking me to cut my nails..

I think that vampires below..

Edward Cullen (Twilight) - a very jiwang vampire! Vampire Jiwang????
Not Cool..
And smells too! Very Not Cool..
FYI, he rarely shower. Thumbs down..
This pic shows all!

Eric (True Blood)
He is always cool.. Even he plays a dark role, but he's smart. Stylo!
but hey, in the 5th novel, he's the hero..
2 thumbs up!

Damon Salvatore (Vampire's diaries)
Ding! Ding! Ding!
He's the HOTTEST! the COOLEST!
Strong, quick, funny,romantic, & gorgeous!!
Haaa..yg lain2 jgn nak ikut sama suka die! Only me & pot allowed!
Susah payah kami cari dia dekat twitter sbb nak stalk dia.
2 Thumbs & Hallucis up!!

This is my new sweetheart..

Alexander Rybak.

I am..

Slim.. yesterday,today, & forever.. (shut up u readers!)

I always do this monologue thing.. talking to myself.

Always imagine someone is talking to me, and I'll reply.
I don't know if my ex-roomate realize it.
So, no wonder if my friends said I'm a good actor (or actress?).
Practise makes perfect!
But, hey, I dont have imaginary friends!!

I'm going to be a....

Good Muslim Doctor.. InsyaAllah..

I need/want/love big closet because..

I have too much stuff to be kept!

I cant sleep at night nowadays. No matter what.. OMG, I love sleeping.. I'm afraid I have..

insomnia!

Scented candle is my best company..

Eventhough it almost burn my room. TWICE!!

I love theathre. When i was in UM, i always watched theathre held in my college. I would like to watch a real theathre. Can anyone take me?

I have this HUGE --->

Noo... not beyonce! Its EGO! gambar beyonce sbb dia ade nyanyi lagu tajuk EGO.
This huge ego of mine always hurts people around me. And myself too..

I'm sarcastic. Sometimes i cross the line. sorry!

Feel free to do this task!!

p/s : until now, i still dont understand what is the use and how to use formspring.. sigh!

Tolong....!!!!!

2010-05-22T02:46:00.005+03:00

Adoyai.. Musim exam ni, makin menjadi2 homesick ni. Guess what i did yesterday at 3 a.m? Since I cant sleep at night, except from study, mestilah buat bende2 merepek lain kan?
Antaranya semalam, i tried & put on clothes that i plan to wear on my trip back to malaysia.
Janganlah tanya kenapa, of course lah x sabar nak balik Malaysia!

How i miss my family. Sangat2 rindu. My family is not a wealthy family. We are just ordinary as others.. Its great to be an ordinary family. U can feel every level of this life. Susah, senang, all we have is family. Hanya kita yg tau keadaan family kita. Hanya kita yg kenal family kita.

Keluarga kami sangat menitikberatkan ikatan kekeluargaan. Ape ape pun, family first. Don't u ever put an outsider on top of your family.

Adik beradik saya ada 5 org. Saya nombor 4. Dulu2, saya rasa ramai betul adik beradik saya ni. Tapi sejak saya dtg mesir ni, baru saya sedar. 5 org tu sikit sangat! kawan2 saya, semua 7 dan ke atas! hambik kau! terasa keluarga saya ni kecik sangat.

Rindu nak cakap dengan mak & abah. tapi sekarang mak abah dekat melaka. Ada karnival perpaduan! wahhh.. best betul! sebelum ni, setiap tahun saya ikut. bestnya.. jadi saya lepaskan rindu dgn adik jelah tadi. Puas dapat kacau die tadi. Saya gelak sampai nangis2. Seronok dapat kacau die.

Kitorg selalu buat activity sama2.. Antaranya, jogging sama2 kat taman botany, then malamnya pulak berkelah kat dataran putrajaya. Bawaklah nasik lauk segala. Kalau dekat lumut, malam2 selalu ajak bangah pergi tepi laut, nikmati keindahan malam. Lepas tu adalah org yg main gitar nyanyi2 acoustic gitu, tambah bila nyanyi lagu rock2 kapak, dengan hembusan angin laut yg sepoi2 bahasa, bestnyaaaaaa... Balik nanti nak kemas2 rumah lumut cantik2.

-Rindu nak kacau adik. Selalu sakat dia panggil KK kuasa 2. (kelam kabut dgn keling karam-no racist sentiment here-). Sebab apa? sebab die mmg kelam kabut orgnya. Kalau buat kerja tu mmg ade jelah x kena. Keling karam sebab kalau die cakap, punyalah kuat, laju, lepas tu x teratur. mak yg bagi nama tu kat die. Sampai mak pernah cakap kat adik

"Adik,cubalah cakap tu elok2 sikit, teratur, sopan, lembut macam kakak tu..
Org pun faham ape kakak cakap"

Adik..adik.. silap besar adik bgtau kakak yg mak cakap macam tu pasal kakak. I'll use it for the rest of ur life! hahahahhaha..

-Rindu nak ambik adik dari sekolah, lepas tu dgr dia membebel pasal kehidupan seharian die dekat sekolah. Pok pek pok pek mulut dia. Semua kawan2 die saya kenal. And semua kawan2 die kenal saya. Tapi saya suka ambik jelah, nak hantar pagi2 tu susah sikit. bukan apa, selimut berat..

-Rindu nak lawan VOS dgn bangah. suka kacau bagi hilang konsentrasi.

-Rindu nak buat lawak bodoh dengan abah.. yg kami berdua je yg faham.

-Rindu nak jogging, and berkelah dgn family ramai2.

-Rindu nak pergi program2 kerja abah & mak. Yang mana saya kenal semua org pejabat mak & semua org pejabat mak pun kenal saya.

-Rindu nak sahur dengan keluarga. Which abah akan kejut banyak kali tp xnak bangun. Last2 abah ugut panggil mak, terus kitorg bangun masuk toilet. Mak dasyat wooo kalau kejut tidur..
Lepas tu rindu lepas sahur, senyap2 ajak abah masuk bilik sambung tidur. Xnak bgtau mak sbb mak x bg sambung tido lepas sahur.

-Rindu nak bukak puasa ramai2. Yang mana selalu kena marah masa buat kerja siapkan makanan berbuka. Yelah, along selalu ngelat xnak buat kerja. Arah org itu, arah org ini, pastu alih2 kerja kat org. X aci!!!

-Rincu nak berebut komputer dgn balang, bangah, adik, abah & mak!! I win most of the time!!

Yang x senonoh kat depan tu ialah along & adik.
Tengah buat gaya macam dalam dragon ball tu, yg boleh gabung badan & tenaga tu.
kalau betul2 lah jadi diorg buat, habislah, gemuk ganda dua!

Yang pakai baju putih2 hensem2 tu abah.
Sebelah tu mak cun.
Yang baju kuning tu bangah sbelum menjadi muka bulat baldi. rasanya die x mandi lagi dlm gambar ni. Yelah kan, pergi jogging buat ape mandi, balik nanti peluh2 kena mandi balik.
Yg pakai tudung oren2, gemuk2 tu ialah acu (maksu).
Nombor dua gemuk yg pakai tudung pink tu ialah along.
Nombor 3 gemuk pakai tudung hitam tu adik saya.
Ni gambar tahun lepas. Saya x tau siapa juara gemuk sekarang..
(OMG,tolonglah diorg x baca entry mulut lepas ni..)

Yang belah kanan tu ialah mak sedara (sepupu saya.sama birthday) kepada yg belah kiri tu (my nephew).
Beza umur mereka? 10 hari.

Yang gemuk pakai baju oren tu paksu saya.
Abah saya kurus yg pakai baju putih tu..

Lumba jalan kaki. Tqah tau..mesti along menang kan?
Tererlah along, walaupun along paling gemuk tapi along menang.. Caya lahh..

Taman Botany..

Sorry, for calling u guys gemuk... rindu sangat. X tau nak kacau siapa!

p/s : sambil dgr lagu2 rock kapak. Lagilah rindu...

keep on forgetting

2010-05-21T12:34:00.003+03:00

KEEP ON FORGETTING TO FORGET ABOUT YOU

By Jojo

nice song!

p/s: adik,u'll like it. it just suits ur taste.. i think.

Who Wrote This??????????

2010-05-16T22:29:00.002+03:00

Study....

Study..

Study CNS..

And I found very weird informations ---->

"Ngantuk ke?"

"Weyh,pasni nak buat ape?"

"Aku rasa macam nak duduk kat Msian Student Department, tido 1/2 jam, pastu study pape."

"Sebelah Pot cantik"

"Arab kat depan aku pakai baju biru balik2 tengok kita. Malas aku!"

"Arab gemuk baju hitam depan ni rupa rupanya 2nd year.
Mati2 aku igt 4th/5th year"

Time : 7-8 a.m

Location : Physio Lab

Involved : Me & Tqah Mamat & other egyptian students.

These is exactly what we do when we are boring plus mengantuk. Habis buku jadi mangsa..
Last year worse than this. Our books full with gossips.. This year?? KAMI BUDAK BAIK..

p/s : Don't do this at school..

Hari-hari pun hari ibu..Jadi,i'm not late,,

2010-05-15T04:09:00.002+03:00

At first i decided not to post an entry about mother's day. Because i think i already wrote everything about my mom. So, in this entry, i might repeat the same story..

I call her MAK. A very common call out name. But still very powerful.

Mak. Salmah binti Haji Abu Mansor. The eldest in her family. Such a great responsibility she hold towards her adik2, parents, as a wife, as a mother to her 5 childrens.

I'm so proud of mak, as she is an educated mother. Completed her degree at USM together with my father. That time I was 3 years old if i'm not mistaken. Ohh yeah.. Mak sambung belajar masa tengah kerja. Sama2 dengan abah. Dah ade anak 4 dah mase tu. So, i was there celebrating my parents victory eventhough i remember nothing. But i have pictures as a prove. Mak, U are so great! How did u able to manage your family,study,money all at once?

Mak, I know how hard u and abah wish one of your childrens will follow your footstep to USM. I know it. Everytime we went to penang, a very 'must' place to visit is USM. Because u want to reminisce all the memories. Mak, I'm so sorry for the hope that I couldn't fullfil (purposely).
I know when i got the offer to USM, u & abah were the most happiest person. Kakak ingat macamane abah & mak pujuk kakak masuk USM. Abah siap telefon dekan USM tu lagi. Siap suruh kakak try dulu seminggu. Sorry mak.. Kakak degil nak datang jugak sini..

Girls.. who do you think i got the 'jangok' traits from? Its from my mom of course! Mak suka ber-fashion. Best tau shopping dgn mak! One of my friens said "Mak intan bergaya macam intan." woaa.. That is a FATAL MISTAKE. Macam lecturer sini selalu cakap. Kesalahan yg boleh membawa maut! hahahha.. saya yg ikut mak.. bukan mak yg ikut saya..

Dari kecik lagi, mak mmg suka gaya-gayakan kami. Kalau nak pergi sekolah tu, rambut tu mmg macam2 fashionlah!! kejap tocang sane, kejap tocang sini..Kawan2 pun selalu cakap saya buat show rambut. hahaha.. baju sekolah tu jgn cakaplah.. Nama je putih, tapi material baju tu mesti lain drpd org lain. Cikgu pun x dapat nak kate ape dah. hahaha..

Mak selalu cakap.. Mak taulah anak2 mak ni.. takyah cakap pun mak tau ape jadi.. Iye, memang betul. So, saya ambik keputusan xnak berahsia daripada mak. Kalau ade ape2 saya cerita dekat mak terus. Mak pulak seronok dengar & layan cerita saya. Tapi tau2 esoknya semua orang dalam family dah tau cerita tu.. Hahahha.. tergelak jelah yg mampu.

Mak suka suruh kakak buat benda yg kakak x suka. Kakak x suka org kacau kakak tidur. Tapi, mak lagi suka kacau kakak masa kakak tengah tidur. Kadang mak just kejut kakak tidur sebab nak bersembang. Kadang2 just sebab nak suruh kakak masukkan benang dalam jarum. Padahal adik ade kat sebelah tu haa.. Pastu selalu paksa kakak mandi subuh2.. Sejuklah mak...

Bukan tu je, kalau masak kat dapur tu, tugas wajib kakak ialah menumbuk cili bawang dan sebagainya. Bukannya mak x tau kakak x suka tugas menumbuk2 tu, bagilah yg mencabar sikit. Lagi satu,masak nasiiiii.. Akak x suka!!!! Nasib baik ada abah untuk ambik alih tugas tu.

Seterika baju. Ini memang merupakan kelemahan kakak. Tapi mk paling suka ni. Mulalah mulut kakak pot pet pot pet masa gosok baju tu. kalau sepasang je takpe.. Ini, mula2 mak bagi baju kurung.. ok..takpe.. lepas tu mak tukar pikiran nak pakai kebaya.. lepas tu x jadi, nak pakai baju kedah pulak..Habis semua akak gosok mak tak pakai pun... Bila akak dah dekat sini, abah pulak yg kena gosok baju!!! hahahahhahha.. kelakar2!!! Mak2.. dah besar nanti akak nak ambik org gaji khas untuk gosok baju je..

Apasal semua yg saya x suka buat kat atas ni menggambarkan macam anak dara pemalas je?
Patutlah mak selalu suruh saya buat benda2 tu semua.
Jangan risau mak, akak dah boleh dah buat kerja2 tu.,. Dah suka dah.. (except gosok baju!!!)

Okay, solat subuh dulu..

Karma

2010-05-14T03:30:00.003+03:00

What Goes Around Comes Around

I'm not happy,

Neither sad,

I just can't feel anything..

p/s: kalau lari dari masalah pun kenapa? bukannya masalah tu dapat kejar kita..

Lost in Love.. But not them..

2010-05-13T03:20:00.004+03:00

No idea for introduction. So, just go straight to the point. I bet u know Air Supply, once so popular ay late 70's & early 80's. The best soft rock duo ever.

And I'm their fan! BIG FAN! There's only two concerts in this world that i would like to attend.
1st=Air Supply, 2nd=Mariah Carey . But Why? Because, i watched one of Air Supply's concert on You-Tube. It was very peaceful concert. Everyone is sitting. Not standing, jumping, & banging their head! Thats why i want to watch them. Crowded & messy concert make me faint.
Hahaha.. one of my friend's said " Mestilah concert dia semua org duduk & aman. U tengoklah org2 yg datang tu. semua tua2. Takkan nak berdiri kot.." He's right.. But I dont care. biarlah.. Tua pun tualah..

Video above entitled LOST IN LOVE, one of hits. But their greatest & most popular songs are All Out of Love and Making Love Out of Nothing At All. Saya pernah gaduh dengan mak sampai nangis2 sebab masa keluar lagu All Out of Love dekat radio, mak pegi tukar siaran. Tapi lepas tu abah marah mak.. hehehe.. But I cried.

But why I chose LOST IN LOVE video to be posted in my entry? because, Russel & Graham are already old. I do have All Out of Love song, but its not powerful as the original one. Dah tak boleh tarik macam dulu2. So,Lost In Love ni key dia rendah sikit, so, masih best..

Glorious Era.. Handsome..

But, the bonus is... It is acoustic version!!!! I love acoustic! Its relaxing.. Plus, suitable with their age, they dont have to strain their vocal cord yelling to reach high notes.. Santai je.. kan best!

They are old, but they're still amazing. Muka je dah kedut2, tapi suara tetap mantap. Cuma x boleh nak tarik lebih2 la.. When, they were still young, Russel had a very powerful voice. A very high note was not even a problem to him. Part paling best bila dia tarik, perghhhhh mmg power!

Nowadays.. handsome?? Voice is still glorious..

And Graham, he was soooooo handsome years ago. Tall & charming. But look at him now, dah tua dah.. x handsome dah. Betullah org kata, jangan pandang pada rupa sebab rupa tu tak kekal. Dah tua nanti berkedut jugak. But try to see in different aspect. Habis tu, takkan dari muda sampai tua nak tgk rupa x best je.. At least kalau masa muda die je handsome, adelah moment yg best kan drpd sepanjang mase je x hensem! 1 is better than none right? (Okay, this is sarcasm. Just a joke okay! JOKE!)

Why do i love Air Supply? Because i just love classic things. Yup, they are considered as classic. Yelah, dah tua kan. Lagipun, i was not even born during their era. Not just that, their melodies are well arranged. Its very nice.. Lyrics! Lyrics too!!! Not just crappy words substituded. But, all of them have its own meaning and story.. Just compare to nowadays songs. See the differenceS?

They once held a concert in Malaysia in 2006 I guess.. But i only knew it 3 months after the concert. Kalau x.. dah lama dah.. (x pegi jugak pun kalau tau awal. Tiket mahal, masa tu xde pendapatan sendiri lagi, and xde teman nak pegi). Kalau sekarang???? hmmm...

p/s:
Mulai hari ini saya berikrar untuk diet! terngiang2 suara balqis, 'Kalau ko makan supper siap ko haa...'

I'm blaming DROGBA, MR. K, POT, & MIZAH!!!!!!!!

2010-05-10T18:18:00.008+03:00

Gerammmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.....!!!!!!!!!

All started yesterday, when i purposely attacked Mizah at her room just to make her annoyed.Well, Mizah is my dearly housemate. Teman nak gaduh2 manja.

I read a friend's status ---> Chelsea's leading 8-0. Hahahha.. What a good point! I could use this to tease Mizah. Because she's a MU's die hard fan. So, immediately I ran to her room and said,

Me :" Hahahahha mizah! habislah MU kalah. Chelsea belasah 8-0 beb! hahahaha..." (bangga mode)

Mizah : Eh, ko biar betul! Cis.....

Unfortunately Pot & Kak Dzarifah, Piah were in the same room.

Piah : Apelah diorg ni.. beria2 pasal bola. aku x tau ape mende pun!

Pot : Intan, ko sokong chelsea ke?

Me : Eh, xdelah.aku pun x tau pasal bola2 ni. Aku saje je nak menentang mizah. So, Mizah kan suka MU, aku mestilah nak lawan dgn dia. Lagipun DROGBA hensem, so aku sokong Chelsea lah!!!! (Kenyataan maut habis)

Suddenly the room's filled with silent. Mizah & Pot only can looked at each other. Okayyy.. What's happening????

Mizah & Pot : Woi Intan!!! Drogba tu kau kate hensem? Ko tau x Drogba tu sape??????

Me : Haaaa...??? kenape? Aku x pernah tengok pun. Tapi aku ade bace satu blog ni die kate Drogba hensem.. apesal? x hensem ke?

Mizah : Ko ni intan, ko tau tak drogba tu org kulit hitam rambut kembang2 (sambil buat gaya paling horror). Itu ko kate hensem???????? x boleh terima aku!!! Kalau ko kate Ali ke, Din ke, (actually mizah sebut pemain chelsea yg lain tp aku x igt nama) hensem boleh la jugak aku terima. Ini Drogbaaa??????????? Apesal? tibe2 taste kau dah bertukar ke?

All in the room burst out laughing. Laughing at me!!! All I can do is terkebil2.. and, cuba untuk meng-cover malu!!!! Argggghhhhh... Bengong.. bengong.. bengong!!!!! Mizah & Pot were the two conducting the laughing orchestra!!!!

And worse, this crazy mizah, buat status "Intan kate drogba hensem!", then suddenly some people buzz her and said " takpela.. suai dgn intan.." & " weyh, intan tu buta ke?"

Ngek Mizah!!! ngek mizah!!! ngek mizah!!!! NGEK NGEK NGEK NGEK NGEK!!!!!!!!!!!
Ngek ganda 23!!! (kalau kat sinar fm dah keluar bunyi kilat dah!)

Tu takpe lagi, ade jugak yg buzz me and menyatakan rasa simpati.. Simpati??

" intan... jahat betul mizah
kate ko kena rogba ngan org hensem"

Rogba??? What the hell is rogba?? x pernah dgr pun! Okay.. This was my first time i heard of rogba. And when i asked him, he said rogba = raba!!!!

Sudah lah jatuh, ditimpa tangga, dipatuk ayam pulak tu!! ada org salah faham pulak dah!
But at least, i'm not the only one yg x kenal drogba disini.. ada geng! But, i asked mizah to change her status at once before anybody else missunderstood!

Ini semua salah Mr. K!!!! Absolutely his FAULT!!!!!!! I read his blog --->

"Actually, aku sebenarnya baru je bejinak-jinak dengan bola. Semuanya di sebabkan member serumah yang gila syok dengan Liverpool yang membuatkan aku menonton match Liverpool selama 3 jam dan... kalah. Tapi, entah kenapa perkataan Chelsea tu amat-amat menarik minat aku. Mungkin kerana kehandsoman Drogba. So, I go for Chelsea."

See.... Mr K punya pasal! My friends pulak mmg pantang kalau me buat salah sikit, mmg diorg gelak kaw2 punya. Or, is it my fault here? for being lurus. Maybe i should notice, it's sarcasm intan.. Where's ur sense of humor? What... now i became their humor!

And today, as i walked along biochesmistry lab corridor, somebody shouted my name,

"INTANNN... DROGBA!!!!!!"

Terus ku cari mizah and sepak2 manja disitu juga!

Okay, I know nothing about football. Because there's nothing attract me to it. So, I dont care whether they win or lose. Nak tau nama2 pemain & kehandalan diorg? Jauh egypt dari malaysia. (as in jauh panggang dari api). None of my family fan football too. Abang2ku sendiri mengaku kaki bangku. Tapi diorg main jugak bola. How? main dekat laptop, FIFA, WORLD CUP segala tulah. Main dgn bersungguh2 pulak tu. Kalau dapat gol siap jerit& macam main match betul.
Kalau ade yg betul2 minat bola pun ialah Abg Man (abg ipar). Dia mmg mengikuti perkembangan bola & pemain bola. Sejak itu jugaklah bangah pun start minat dgn bola.

We, the girls in the family dont even give a shit to it. Macam mak cakaplah,
"Orang main bola ni bodoh.. berebutkan sebijik bola. Cubalah bagi sorang sebijik bola, kan habis cerita." Mom, u r sooo cute!

And just now, on FB i found this!!!!

Siap kau pot! When will this nightmare end?? sampai bilalah korg nak ejek aku nih..
Kau tau x, sampai tadi aku x pernah tgk muka drogba. Walaupun korang dah bgtau rupe die camne, aku x sanggup nak google carigambar die. Tapi ko plak berusaha cari gambar die, upload kat fb and tag aku, semata2 nak tunjuk drogba kat aku. Aku GELI tau tak?? GELIIIIII!!!!!!!!

p/s :

1) jangan jadi lurus bendul sangat.
2) Rugby is better than football.

TUDUNG LYCRA=TUDUNG JGN PANDANG BELAKANG???

2010-05-06T18:50:00.002+03:00

Hehehehe..

Tudung Lycra?

Tengoklah sendiri eh..

klik di sini

Study jommmmmmmmm....

I Stay In Love..

2010-05-03T19:33:00.002+03:00

Oh baby
Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside 'cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds and I know

[Chorus:]
We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gonna act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know

[Chorus x2]

I stay in love
Love
Oh, I stay in love.

Jauh Di Sudut Hati Ini..

2010-05-01T19:33:00.007+03:00

Okay.. Baru lepas masak. memandangkan K.Sha & Min dah pindah, jadinya hari ni saya & EZ yg masak. Ez masak pagi,saya masak malam. By the way, sambal telur pecah ku dah terlebih masin.Nampaknya anak mak ni dah nak kawin.. (off the record!)

Lepas masak terus masuk bilik check FB. Hmmm..Balang (my 2nd brother) was tagged in a video.
And i opened it.

Bergenang air mata. Owh.. By the way, Balang is a teacher. Still in maktab. Video tu masa dia practicum. Masa last day diorg kat situ, murid2 buat satu persembahan khas untuk guru2 practicum. Iaitu...... diorg menyanyi lagu pasal 'Guru'. Terharu sungguh tengok diorg semangat betul menyanyi, menari untuk cikgu2 diorg.

Terharu.. Serious terharu. Bila budak kecik sayang kat kite... satu perasaan yg sangat lain. Sebab kasih sayang budak kecik tulus, pure & jujur.

Tapi saya tgk Balang dlm video tu rasa nak sekeh2 je. Dah lah masa diorg nyanyi tu dia berdiri peluk tubuh, macam bouncer dah! Dahlah tinggi gila pakcik tu, badan ketul2. Macam ape entah!
Lepas tu keluarkan hp, main2 hp. Jalan kiri kanan. Fokus boleh x? penat budak2 tu berlatih.

Tapi saya tau, dia abang saya. Saya kenal dia. Saya tau kenapa dia buat semua benda tu.
Dia buat semua tu sebab dia nak elakkan diri dia menangis. Balang tu, nampak je macam tu, tapi dia sensitif orgnya.. Dalam adik beradik pun, dia mmg sensitif.Tapi suka berlagak tegas lah konon. Blah lah balang. Muka ganas tapi dalam hati ada taman.. Saya pernah buatkan dia bg saya cincin yg die nak bg awek die sbb saya main ayat2 sedih sikit! hahaha...Kalau die concentrate betul kat budak2 tu, mesti dah mengalir air mata dia terharu. Abg saya ni mmg suka budak kecik. Rajin die melayan budak2. Budak2 pun mmg suka kat dia. Dia ada satu attraction..

Oh ye.. org yg rakam video ni suruh murid2 peluk cikgu tanda terima kasih. "Peluk cikgu awak tu, puang same puang xpe peluk! cium pipi!" dalam loghat Terengganu. Tiba2 dgr suara balang, "Aiiii, cikgu puang je peluk???!!!" Mengada balang ni. Kalau saya ade kat sana saya dah cubit dah die! "Haaaa..yg laki tu peluk cikgu laki awok tu!" Kata si perakam video. Terus abg saya lari tempat lain. Balang.. balang.. GATAL!!!

Dahlah abgku yg sorg ni hensem sangat!! Tapi dia ni bukan fotogenik. Muka dalam gambar macam mamat mane lah. Tp kalau tgk depan2, siapa berani kata die x hensem? Saya pun selalu cair dgn dia sbb kacak. Bangga beb kalau jalan kat luar dgn dia. Nasib baik dia tu balangku, kalau x, gerenti saya pun tangkap cintan dgn die. Kenapa saya berani sungguh puji dia secara melambung2 ni? Kalau depan2, jangan harap! NEVER! Depan2 dia, hanya kutukan dan condemn-an yg keluar dari mulut ini menyatakan betapa x bestnya die, betapa x hensemnya die, betapa x reti fashion nya dia. (padahal semua tu bertentangan). Sebab ape saya berani puji die? Sebab die takkan baca blog saya! Dia x tau pun saya ada blog! But, if he find this, I'm dead meat! Dia akan jadikan bahan untuk 10 tahun akan datang. Okay, berkaitan dgn itu, budak2 perempuan sekolah biasalah, bila ade cikgu practikum ni, startlah minat2. Padahal baru darjah 3, darjah 5. Balang ade cerita ade yg call die hari2, sampai tgh2 malam call die. Bg hadiah.. Hahaha..
Don't blame them balang. Kalau cikgu dah hensem, ape boleh buat? Oh ye, balang ni selalu dapat hadiah drpd murid2. sebab ape saya pun x tau. Budak2 suka die..

Okay, pengakuan ikhlas.. Saya suka budak kecik.. Suka layan diorg. Yg saya cakap sy x suka tu ialah budak yg mengade2, bajet comel, banyak songeh, banyak kerenah, x dengar cakap... ok2.. stop. Tapi, selebihnya, saya sayang budak kecik. Dulu2 kalau org tanya nak jadi apa bila besar, saya akan cakap nak jadi cikgu! Sampai Tok Chik panggil saya cikgu.. Macam mane lepas tu saya nak jadi doktor pun saya x tau.

Saya suka ajar budak2.. Ajar menyanyi, ajar menari.. ajar diorg nilai2 kemanusiaan, bentuk diorg menjadi seorg insan. Lepas tu, kita tengok sendiri hasilnya. Lagipun, telatah budak kecik ni menghiburkan.. Spontan dan xde control2.. Percakapan diorg semua jujur.. Kalau diorg suka tu, diorg betul2 sayang.. Comel.. comel.. (bukan cumil atau comey ye!)

Budak2 ni, diorg free.. xde masalah.. bahagianya hidup diorg. Yang bestnya pasal budak kecik ni, kalau diorg happy kite pun happy. Diorg gelak pun boleh buat kita gelak. Salah satu cara nak lepaskan tension ialah layan budak2. It is magic how they can take away all the messes in my head. Oh ye, saya boleh berhabis duit untuk budak kecik. Asalkan diorg happy.

Balang ade cerita, die suruh student die lukis gambar rumah saya. Tapi, ade pulak,
"cikgu2, saya nak lukis gambar kereta. Sy pulak nak lukis gambar mak saya sbb mak saya cantik. Cikgu,saya nak lukis gambar kucing boleh?" pening kepala balang. And bile die kutip lukisan tu, macam2 gambar yg die dapat.

Ada jugak kawan balang konon nak buat teka teki lawak pandai lah kat murid2 dia, --->
Dalam banyak2 ikan, ikan apa yg paling banyak mata? macam2lah budak tu jawab, semuanya salah. Nak tau jawapannya ape? ---> sekilo ikan bilis.
Jawab guru itu sambil tergelak besar. Tiba2 ada murid angkat tangan " Cikgu, tapi 2 kilo lagi banyak cikgu!" disambut pula murid lain " eh, 5 kilo lg byk!" berterusan lah sampai 10 kilo, 20 kilo... 100 kilo.. Kawan balang terdiam bila dikenakan pelajarnya sendiri. See... how wonderful kids are?

Tawa & gelak mereka, saya sangat suka!! Its very sooth & calming. Balik Msia nanti nak ikut balang pergi praktikum lah! (mati hidup balik balang x bg ikut!).

p/s : saya tulis entry ni sambil pasang video ni berulang kali..

Senyum, cakap, gelak sorang2..

2010-05-01T01:52:00.004+03:00

mak abah sayang..

Isshhh... betapa susahnya nak melawan nafsu. Paksa jugak diri ini untuk study. Habiskan physio (practical at least). Bluekkk..nak muntah2 dah! Tapi fikiran melayang2..

Bukak laptop, bukak folder gambar masa summer holiday tahun lepas. Okay, my problem is I miss my family.

Ingat lagi masa sampai kat KLIA, x sabar2 ni nak jumpa mak abah, sampai tolak troli tu terlanggar kaki piahla.. Sorry. Sekali dah sampai depan mak abah, mak abah buat x tau je. Punyalah semangat lambai2 tangan ni,sampai dpn mata ni, xde respon pun. Until I called them "Mak, Abah, kakak kat sinilah!", barulah mak abah " Eh, kakak????? dah sampai!". Cess, rupa-rupanya x cam. Banyak sangat ke berubah. Makin hot adalah! (sambil tolak hidung ke atas). Aksi peluk2 cium2 nak cerita jugak ke? xyah la eh..

Bila dah sampai tanah air sendiri, rasa bahagia sungguh, sampai dengar org keliling bercakap pun "Eh, eh, dia cakap melayulah.."-"eh,eh, org melayulah,org cinalah,org indialah.." Yelah, dah setahun mata dijamu dgn org arab. Masa nilah terasa "TAKKAN MELAYU HILANG DI DUNIA".

The next day terus pergi Pulau Pinang. Abah ade kerja. Org lain balik Msia kene kuarantin seminggu kat rumah, tapi saya terus berjalan. By the way, keluarga kami mmg jenis berjalan. Tapi kelakar jugaklah, org tidur saya jaga, org jaga saya tidur. Dapat jugak jumpa dgn my best friend kat pulau pinang. Dia belanja rojak. ingat lagi pakcik rojak tu menari2 & menyanyi sambil buat rojak. "Rojak.. Rojak.."

Pastu mak tanya saya nak pegi mane, and saya pilih port dickson, Fraser's Hill & Melaka. And, mmg kami pegi semua tempat tu kecuali melaka sebab x sempat. Kena balik Mesir dah. Puasa kat Malaysia mmg best. Yg penting puasa dgn family. Sangat best. Tahun ni saya banyak jugak tolong mak kat dapur. Yelah,dah besar kan.. Terkejut mak tgk anak die dah pandai masak (bolehla). My dad siap bawak bekal pegi pejabat lagi. (ni bukan masa puasa okay!) Tapi kadang, saya saja xnak masak, sebab mestilah nak rasa air tangan mak & abah kan! Dua-dua pandai masak.

Masuk raya pulak, patutnya baju raya lapan pasang. (melampau tak?) tapi dalam 5 helai je yg dapat sbb yg lain x sempat siap. Termasuklah baju yg patutnya dipakai masa 1st raya. Alternatifnya, pakai jubah yg saya bawak dari mesir, and it works! cantik pulak kami pakai. Ramai jugak yg terkejut kami pakai jubah tu. Opah buat ucapan untuk saya dalam rakaman video, nangis2 opah bg ucapan.. Tp last2 tu opah kata " Balik nanti jgn bawak tunang wok.." Daripada saya sedih2 teruk tergelak saya. Apasal lah my family ni takut sgt saya suka dkt org luar negara? Tambah2 opah dgn mak, pantang betul kalau saya cerita pasal kawan2 luar negara. Brunei pun x boleh (kecewa mode)..

Memandangkan Mak & abah dah kerja kat Kl & Putrajaya, and adik masih sekolah kat Teluk Intan, saya kene gilir2 minggu nak bahagikan 2 tempat tu. Dan yg paling bestnya, kalau dekat putrajaya tu, saya mintaklah ape pun, x pernah ditolak mak abah. Masa nilah waktu terbaik untuk bermanja. Nak novel, baju, makan pelik2.. Oh ye, mak kate dalam adik beradik saya yg paling pelik. Suka benda yg bukan2. Suka makan yg bukan2. Antaranya carrot slice from secret recipe. Mak kata rase macam muntah. Hahhaha.. xde sorg pun dlm family sy yg suka. Itu merupakan satu keuntungan sbb x perlu share dgn sape2!

Abah pulak nak mengelakkan saya tidur sampai tengahari, abah ajak saya jogging kat taman botani..Pastu bwak pegi makan roti canai, tosai, aiskrim goreng(macam x bermakna je jogging tu). Lepas tu pukul 10 ambik mak dekat office. Pelik jugak, x kerja ke. Rupa-rupanya dua-dua ambik cuti sebab nak spend masa dgn saya. Kitorg jalan2 & shopping2.. Okay.. Merindui..

Oh yeah, tak lupa jugak.. We went to Tun Mahathir's open house! My family is a big fan of Dr. M! Malam minggu pulak, my big family akan berkelah dekat dataran putrajaya.. Masak2 dari rumah, bawak nasi, lauk segala, makan kat sana. Ramai family2 berkelah sana. Lepas tu bawak anak sedara main kat dataran tu. Main badminton pun pernah! best! sangt best!

Kalau saya duduk putrajaya, mak akan paksa saya ikut mak pegi pejabat, sebab saya yg akan buat segala kertas kerja mak.. Kalau saya x ikut mak, saya akan masak something, and pergi rumah wan and tgk TV same2.

Pillow talk with adik adalah benda yg sangat menyeronokkan. Kami boleh berbual2 berjam-jam. Okay,mase nilah mak & abah paling susah hati. Mereka pantang kalau nampak kami berbual2 dua org je. Diorg curious ape yg kitorg bualkan. Kadang2 diorg drpd bising2 terus senyap sbb pasang telinga dgr kami bersembang. kadang buat2 ambik barang sekeliling kami. Kadang2 saje je panggil kami tanpa tujuan. Bila kami datang lepas dipanggil, kadang2 abah just nak suruh tukar channel TV,padahal remote ade kat sebelah abah. Kadang2 " Saje je.. abah nak tanya, Kakak buat ape tu?" Adoi.. itu paling kelakar!!!

Okay, ni namanya entry merepek sbb sangat rindu pada keluarga. Yelah, suruh adik on9, susah sangat! Kalau kakak suruh rybak on9, die dah on9 dah!

p/s : Stalking is scary.. So, don't do it!

See.. how hardworking we are??!!!!

2010-04-26T23:08:00.005+02:00

Nombor ni parotid gland..
parotid duct..

Yang bawah tu pulak... Masseter Muscle..

Bawah tu lagi Facial artery..

Bawah tu lagi... Mandible..

Bawah tuuu... ehh.. kejap...

Bawah tuuu.....

Nombor bawah tuuuu...

Itu ialah.....

...

....

....

This is the real life.. This is what we are facing.. Plus, the exam is just around the corner! We utilize all the time we have to see the jars, cadaver in the anatomy museum. For Egyptian student, there's a particular day for boys & girls, but for Malaysian student, we can jump in anytime we want.. So, its up to us. RAJIN atau MALAS je penghalang..

Owh, ade lagi satu penghalang.. Kalau hari tu ialah hari tu ialah hari lelaki, just imagine, we have to compete with egyptian boys which are so big & tall and aggresive! But, most of them are gentleman.. Ladies first (bolehla..)..

Ade yang tolong pegi belikan buku & CD kat kedai.. Ada yg bg pendrive gambar jar-jar & cadaver..

Ada jugak yg tolong betulkan pronounciation..
----> " It's cuneus.. not cuneus( as in que-neus)" Hahahhaha...

Ape- ape pun sebenarnya nak cakap letih sebenarnya nak hafal jar2 semua ni yg beratus2 ni..
Juling2 mata nak nak tengok.. Nak cari jar kadang2 x jumpa.. nak tunggu turn lagi..
kadang2 nombor tu terselit celah2 hidunglah, celah mulut lah, celah2 anterior horn of lateral ventricle lah..

Terpaksalah kami kadang2 sampai terteleng-teleng kepala, tersenget tengkuk, terbongkok2 sebab nak tengok jar.. contohnya macam Mizah & Tiqah Mamat kat atas tu ha.. Ada tu yang sampai terhantuk2 lah kepala..

Okay, esok nak pergi tengok jar lagi.. Revise lower limb pulak!

p/s :
1- Rybak on the way!!!! Thanx to Keyri!!
2- Sayangi isteri & anak anda..
3- Terasa diri ini kesunyian selepas ditinggalkan.. Ditinggalkan ROOMATE okay.. Now, the big closet is all mine! HAHAHHAHA....

really got me carried away..

2010-04-24T01:58:00.002+02:00

This song really stuck in my head..
And I kept it open 24-7.. non stop.
Yup, NON-STOP!!

Kalau dah suka, mmg susah..
My roomate pun dah naik muak dgn lagu ni.
"Intan, x boring ke lagu sama?"

Nope! Jawapannya TAK min..

Lionel Richie is the original singer.
I know this song long time ago and I never like it.

But when I watched GLEE, and listened Rachel & Jessie sang this song..
With only piano as music instrument,
and they made it a great duet song, it really caught my attention!!
It's just perfect!

Jesse's wonderful voice suite this song well..
So does Rachel. This song really got me carried away.
Melayang layang sungguh bila dengar..

I've been alone with you inside my mind
And in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times
I sometimes see you pass outside my door
Hello, is it me you're looking for?

I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You're all I've ever wanted, (and) my arms are open wide
'Cause you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much, I love you ...

I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again how much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello, I've just got to let you know

'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying, I love you ...

Hello, is it me you're looking for?
'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying ... I love you

p/s : A guy who knows how to play a piano/keyboard really is really stunning..

My nephew can talk better..

2010-04-16T18:50:00.003+02:00

Is it a trend or what?
Why all youngsters talk like this?
When I read all the wordings suddenly my eyes converged!
And I have to read like 5 times to understand what the hell they write..
TRUST ME.. ITS GETTING ON MY NERVE BECAUSE ITS

ANNOYING!!!!

Berbelit belit lidah nak baca..

I can accept shortform.. I really do.
Because it means to save time & energy.

Such as --> yang=yg, cepat=cpt, boleh=blh

But I cant accept some spelling that actually makes the word longer, and difficult to read.
Ape.. bajet comel or cute??
Hey, come on, my 2 years nephew can talk better than that!

Come on guys.. mane ade org cakap macam tu dah..
Hey people, that age is over,
GET OVER IT!!

Someone called me Skema because i write the whole words with the corrects spelling & sometimes with full spelling without shortform.
That is because i appreciate language..
Bahasa Malaysia or English..
I dont want to spoil them.
except for 'ur=your' because it's universal.

One more exception,
I can accept if the wording is in accent/ loghat negeri.
Because that is culture/budaya.
So, if people write in loghat , that doesn't bother me at all!
I love culture..

Last week, Tqah Mamat ,Wanie Azeera & me laughed like crazy because we talked like those people with purpose. Just to annoy ourselves! Hahhahaha.. Its fun!

Okay, lets get annoyed!

mamamz/ mam

jewww

kewww

nyeww

ituww

cikit

cangat

cakit

tatowt

muncit
shayer
shaper
gitew
cumil
cian

ciap

caye

kitew
chantek
mownink

boley/boye

mish

cedeyh

copping

nanak

cenyum

takowt

cangat

windu

cayang

ecaimen

fwenz
bubuy

maceh

cemoga

wink wink

dushh dushh

and also wawen as for kahwin. (found this on facebook)-whatthehell??

serta all the c words and w words yang malas dah nak fikir.
(sumber--kak ijat, she wrote about this things too)

what about some coversation?

titew windu awk....~
windu cangat2~
bile nk hangout came-came dgn titew lg???

Alooo... kitew sowy cangat2..
shumpah nanak wat agie.

Cumil nyew die tue..
nak aish kem?

Okay, thats it! cant write it anymore!
Rasa nak muntah hijau pun ade!
Bluekkkkk!!!!!!!!

p/s : Bilikku hampir terbakar ptg tadi. Pasang scented candle, then watched penunggu gunung raya. X perasan api benda tu dah terbakar atas meja. Bila bau hangit, tgk kanan, perghh, dah tinggi jugak api. Cepat2 basahkan towel and padam api. But, none of my housemates noticed that! hahahha.. (Alhamdulillah x jadi ape2)

Say ( All I Need)

2010-04-16T02:28:00.002+02:00

Roomate tiada..
Kepergian ke Mansoura.
Tidur di sana mungkin..

So, I can switch off the light & enjoy the darkness..
So, I can lit up my scented candle..
So, I can maximize the volume of my laptop..
And listen to this song..
It's comforting..

SAY (ALL I NEED)-ONEREPUBLIC

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something, somewhere, better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong but nothing's turned out how you want it

Well bless my soul,
You're a lonely soul.
'Cause you won't let go of anything you hold.
"Well, all I need is the air I breathe and a place to rest my head"

Do you know what your fate is?
And now you're trying to shake it?
You're doing your best dance, your best look,
You're praying that you'll make it.

Well bless my soul,
You're a lonely soul.
'Cause you won't let go, of anything you hold.
"Well, all I need is the air I breathe and a place to rest my head"
Say, "all I need is the air I breathe and a place to rest my head"

Do you think I can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it, better than you had it?

Do you think I can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it (yeah),
Better than you had it? (Better than you had it? Had it?)

"Say all I need, is the air I breathe, and a place, to rest my head
Say all I need, is the air I breathe, and a place, to rest my head"

Do you know where the end is?
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there, go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say...

p/s:Many good things happen today... Alhamdulillah..

Biarkan dia..

2010-04-08T20:19:00.002+02:00

Sangat penat..

Baru balik dari cairo..

Jadi..

Biarkan dia..

Biarkan dia dodoikan saya..

FUNNY LITTLE WORLD

Suddenly I'm famous,
and people know my name.
I've got a thousand girls just waiting,
and therefore it's a shame
that my heart has been captured
by your funny little smile.
And finally I'm happy,
if only for a while.

People call me stupid,
for treating you like a queen.
But I don't even worry,
'cause you're my unforeseen
And I hope that you'll be with me,
if only in my dreams.
But here you are next to me,
and you're glad, or so it seems.

And I don't know for shure
where this is going.
Still I hope for more, and more.
'Cause who would know that you
would treat me like a boy,
and I treat you like a girl,
in this funny little world.

Don't promise me for ever,
just love me day by day.
No one knows the future,
we're young, but that's OK.
'Cause you'll allways be a part of me,
whatever life will bring.
And people have to bear with you,
this silly song i sing.

Your boyfriends might be angry,
my girlfriends might be blue.
But no one can deny it,
from now on I love you.
I have to say it's new to me,
this feeling in my heart.
Guess i've been kind of lonely,
and you've been kind of smart.

And I don't know for shure
where this is going.
Still I hope for more, and more.
'Cause who would know that you
would treat me like a boy,
and I treat you like a girl,
in this funny little world.

And I don't know for shure
where this is going.
Still I hope for more, and more.
'Cause who would know that you
would treat me like a boy,
and I treat you like a girl,
in this funny little world.

This funny little world.

p/s : and no one can deny it, from now on, I LOVE YOU..

Alexander Rybak -- Achilles -- Orang Penan

2010-04-05T16:28:00.007+02:00

Today I want to talk about people only!
We start with....

ALEXANDER RYBAK

I just found out about this amazing little guy last night when he called me.. ok,tipu! when i studied physio..

He was born in Soviet Union, but at the age of 4, he & his family moved to Norway. Actually, his family is kinda musician family. His mother is a classical pianist while his father is a classical violinist. So, what do u expect from their son? Alex can play both very well! Infact, he's amazing!

He entered Norwegian Version Idol 2005 & managed himself until semifinal. He won several awards. Until 2009 he won 1st place of 54th Eurovision Song Contest in Moscow Russia with the highest mark ever in the history--> 387 points!

I like Alex.. He has his own style. In singing, face expression, and playing violin! His voice is somehow classic and pure.. his voice is sooo deep from.. hmm... epiglottis! hahaa.. I like how he bring song in his own way. I can listen to him all the time. And his super cute face is a bonus for him!

My favourite song ----> Fairytale, & funny little world! Video above entitled 'Fairytale'. Superb performance. Love that kind of music..

p/s : To Atiqah Mamat,Aku setuju kawin masa belajar & pujuk abah aku supaya bagi aku kawin, hanya jika aku dapat kawin dgn this ALEXANDER RYBAK! hehehe..

ACHILLES

It all starts during anatomy lab when we learned about 'Tendon Achilles' and how it got its name.
Actually, it is a myth of Greece. Achilles was the son of the nypmh Thetis and Paleus, the king of the Mirmidons .Zeus and Poseidon had been rivals for the hand of Thetis until Prometheus , the fire-bringer, warned Zeus of a prophecy that Thetis would bear a son greater than his father. For this reason, the two gods withdrew their pursuit, and had her wed Peleus.
Achilles also has the attributes of being the most handsome of the heroes assembled against Troy.

It was believed that his mother, Thetis want to protect him by make him immortal. So, she dipped him in The River of Styx and held him at heel's tendon. So, the name of the tendon, Tendon Achilles was named after him. This tendon is so strong that it can support the whole body weight.

Back to Achilles, he was unvulnerable and undefeatable as he was immortal by the water of Styx River. Until one time, there was a man who knew his weakness and shot an poisonous arrow into his heels and then. He's DEAD!

p/s : Sorry, no picture of Achilles here because Achilles seems don't like pants, in other words, he's rarely menutup aurat..

ORANG PENAN

Haritu masa smart circle, masing2 kena masak something untuk dimakan beramai2.
So,at 12 pm, Mizah asked me what to be cooked? Come on, our usrah was another an hour! Okay, we only have labu in our kitchen. Should it be Serawa or Lepat labu? Due to the limited time and limited ingredients, we decided to make lepat labu. Okay, bukak internet & cari resipi.

Buat punya buat, sekali lain macam, padahal dah ikut resipi ni. Lembik pulak. okay, takpe2, tambah tepung.. tambah gula.. tambah tepung.. tambah gula.. Arrrrgggghhh... lembik lagi!
takpe2, dah kukus nanti keraslah tu. But damn, we already kukus it for 25 minitues, longer than it need. But still, LEMBIK!!!! dua-dua dah gelabah!!! adoi.. camne ni? Dah xde rupa lepat labu dah ni. Thats the question that Mizah asked every 5 seconds! Then I said, "Mizah, kalau diorg tanya ni ape, kite cakap ini masakan tradisional Orang Penan okay? They won't know!" Orang Penan? Macam mana boleh keluar penan pun x tau! main cakap je ape terlintas.

Guess what? We did tell them that its Penan's traditional food. And..... they believed it!! That was hillariousssss!!!! They even asked the ingredients & how to cook it! I was like.. burhhhh!!!
It cant be true! I just told Kak Dura the truth and asked her to keep it as a secret!

Seriously, I don't like it. X sedap! tapi diorg kata sedap! ke ambik hati je? And I said tu Mizah,
"cancel kawin dgn org penan camni. Mak mertua reject nih!!"

To my ahli usrah, jutaan kemaafan atas kepura-puraan ini..

Once we were at home, I google for Kaum Penan & found this,

Kaum Penan (Peribumi Sarawak) hidup dalam keadaan berpindah randah atau sebahagian menetap di rumah-rumah panjang. Mereka amat bergantung hidup dengan mencari makanan, minuman, ubat-ubatan dan pakaian dari dalam hutan. Haiwan fauna dan flora menjadi sumber rezeki mereka setiap hari.

Rumah mereka hanya pondok yang tidak mempunyai lantai simen atau papan – mereka hanya berlantaikan kayu bulat, buluh, malah tanah sahaja dan banyak yang tidak mempunyai tandas dan sebagainya. Tidak kurang juga antara rumah yang dibina di kawasan yang tidak sesuai dan terlalu panas.
Kebanyakan orang Penah tidak ada sijil lahir dan sijil pengenalan. Proses pendaftaran terpkasa dibuat di bandar yang terdekat tetapi masih terlalu mahal

p/s : Serve u right Intan (and Mizah) !!!!

My friend had a color blindness..

2010-03-30T18:31:00.003+02:00

Ishihara's Test

Hahahahha.. always laugh by myself when i recall all of our conversation. So funny!
I had a friend, and my friend had one problem! My friend couldn't see green colour very well.
Yup!! My friend had a colour blindness.

But guess what? my friend's major was optometry! haahaha.. I always teased my friend and my friend was very annoyed of me. hahaha.. When i laughed at my friend, my friend said that the dean can see no problem with that. Colour blindness give no effect to the course. But, its kind of funny right? Jahatnya gelakkan orang..

When we chat, my friend always get mad at me as i always used green font.. Then i chose a bold,black and size 18 font. With all mean,just to make my friend curse me.. HAHAHHA.. I enjoyed doing that! Seriously..

Okay, focus on the topic.. COLOR BLINDNESS..

-It's a hereditary disorder which affect males(8%) more than females(0.4%).

-Young Helmholtz classified colour blindness into -->

TRICHROMATE : Patient has 3 cones but 1 of them is weak

Protanomaly-weakness in red color perception.
Deuteronomaly-weakness in green color perception (My Friend)
Triatonomaly-weakness in blue color perception.

DICHROMATE : 1 cone is absent. Patient can't perceive certain color.

Protanopia - Cone of red color absent
Deuteranopia - Cone of green color absent
Tritanopia - Cone of blue color absent

MONOCHROMATE : only 1 cone system. All they can see is various degrees of grey color.

TEST OF COLOR VISION

Color Matching Test

Patient is given group of coloured tufted wool and is asked to seperate similar coloured pieces together.

2. Ishihara's Chart Test
(Driving school use this)

Colored printed figures & each figure is printed by many different colored small circles on a background of colored circles also. Patient may read number 5 as number 2.
I don't know how my friend got motorcycle license..

3. Edridge Green Lantern Test

Patient has to identify the color of small iluminated area the size of which can be varied.

TREATMENT

Today, when the doctor asked " any other questions?", I quickly raised my hand up;
"Doctor, is there any treatment for color blindness?"

Well, my doctor explained that most of color blindness cases is congenital disease(since born).
And congenital disease has no cure. Suddenly i felt pity for my friend.

But, other than that, such as jaundice which may effect colour vision can be treated as the jaundice is treated. But then, I searched the wikipedia and found this,

"In September 2009, the journal Nature reported that researchers at the University of Washington and University of Florida were able to give trichromatic vision to squirrel monkeys, which normally have only dichromatic vision, using gene therapy.^[31]"

But hey, that is squirrel monkeys.. not human.. Maybe in the future, who knows?

Then, in Biochemistry lab, Syifak approached me and said,
" Intan,nanti Intan carilah ubat rawat color blindness untuk kawan intan."

p/s: But Syifak, that friend 'WAS' a friend..

I am a Beautiful Blogger

2010-03-29T20:03:00.005+02:00

Cik Ainaa gave me the award.. Bedanke Ainaa (thank u). Cantikkah?? ye.. ye.. cantik! Ciptaan Allah.. Mana yang x cantik?? Alhamdulillah..

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7 things about me

I hate milk.. mmg x minum susu. But when it's mixed with something, then i can accept it. Macam coklat susu ke,carrot susu ke,strawberry susu ke.. One more thing. I don't drink teh susu. i don't know why i feel dizzy after i drink it. Teh tarik apatah lagi?

I'm sooooo in love with princess cut diamond ring. They are so stunning. Side effect of my name i guess....intan...

I like musical movie.. as on The King & I, Phantom of The Opera, Moulin Rouge, Mama Mia, Cry Baby, etc.. I love theatre too! tp x selalu tengok pun. Istana Budaya tu pun x pernah sampai lagi. Setakat kat UM dulu je la.. Selalu buat theatre.. muka ni jugaklah yg datang.. Music... sukalah jugak. Dulu masa sekolah rendah wakil main rekoder smpai negeri. Pastu abah belikan keyboard. Tp belajar sendiri je. Bila dah dekat mesir ni, nak hilangkan rindu, mainlah VOS (Virtual Orchestra System) dekat laptop. tu je yg mampu. Abah kata org yg berjari panjang ni, orangnya berseni.. Maybe lah....KOT!!

Saya ada seorang adik yang sangat disayangi.. the only person yg kenal saya in & out! We hide no secret! AT ALL!!

I love fashionnnnnn!! But I'm not fashion victim.. suka mengikuti perkembangan. Dan kadang2 suka cipta style sendiri. Tapi, x suka sama dengan org lain. Hate it.Dalam ape2 perkara pun, x suka same dgn org lain.

Sangat2 menghargai sekiranya barang yang dipinjam dapat dipulangkan dalam keadaan yang 100% sama. Kalau boleh pada angle yang sama masa diambil..

Seorang yang lemah lembut.. betul.. saya lemah lembut! Oh my housemates, sila jangan gelak.. sungguh! x percaya,tanya my dad,my mom my makcik2 kat kampung..

X pernah ikut rombongan sekolah seumur hidup. Abah x pernah bagi. Kadang2 dah bayar tp abah cancel last minute. Abah x percaya saya boleh jaga diri.. bila saya merajuk, keluarlah ayat " Kakak x kesian ke nak tinggalkan abah kat sini? x sayang abah?" , then I was speechless! But now abah, see..kakak lah yang abah terpaksa lepaskan paling jauh.. Miss u daddy..

Owh yeahh.. I love snow ball too! tp x suka beli sendiri. Suka yang org bagi.. hehe..

Pantang org yang suka mengungkit.. tambah2 ungkit perkara yg die dah buat. Saya hanya boleh cakap satu benda tu x lebih 3 kali. kalau tak,mood berubah terus.. buruknya perangai..

Okay2.. dah terlebih dah ni, patutnya 7, ni dah 10..

Award untuk rakan2..

-My Adik
-Atiqah Mamat
-Wanie Azeera
-Nisa
-Min
-Sesiapa saje yg berminat, jgn segan jgn malu..
-Piah

It's all coming back (kahwin..)

2010-03-27T22:06:00.005+02:00

Panas! ( Ala2 pisau cukur)

Fenomena yang melanda bumi anbia. X tau pula dengan keadaan di Malaysia. Kebelakangan ni topik Nikah Kahwin memang hangat. Sini sana orang cakap pasal kahwin. Sini sana jugak orang cakap pasal Bait Muslim. Dan sini sana (again) dengar berita ada je pasangan2 yang baru mendirikan rumah tangga.

Hmm.. Kahwin muda= kahwin semasa belajar.. semakin popular. Sampai dekat Cairo siap ada kempen anti bujang menjelang 2011 (ke..2012?). Correct me if i'm wrong.
Ingatkan dulu2 je nenek moyang kita kahwin muda. rupa2nya sekarang dah kembali trend tu.
Well, the worls is round!

Nak menunjukkan hebatnya fenomena ni, sampai bila dah dekat musim exam, ade pulak symptom2 nak kahwin? betul ke x, don't ask me because i don't know. Lagipun mmg xde plan untuk kahwin masa belajar. Abah pun x bagi.. rase mcm biasa je..
Tapi saya ade kawan yg ade syndrome tu.. hehehe..

Smart Circle yg lepas pun kami membincangkan topik ni jugak..

'Kahwin semasa belajar mendorong kejayaan"

Tapi saya di pihak pembangkang. Bukan apa.. isu kahwin ni bukanlah suatu perkara yg mudah macam masak cekodok. Jauh lebih susah daripada itu. Jauh lagi susah daripada masak rendang tok.. Perkahwinan ni pulak bukan sesuatu yang boleh dicuba2.. bukannya boleh berpatah balik.
Plus, we're going to spend the rest of our entire life with that person. Jadi persediaan untuk seumur hidup kita x boleh disediakan dalam masa yg singkat kan?

Antara faktor yg perlu diambil kira :

-Duit ---> kita bukan lagi bawah tanggungan ibu bapa. Mana nak cari duit? harapkan duit pinjaman? lepaskan diri sendiri pun tercungap2..

-Masa---> Nak bahagikan masa dengan tugas sebagai suami/isteri dengan belajar bukanlah perkara mudah

-Emosi ---> Darah muda kan? cepat je marah. pengalaman pun x cukup. Takut tersilap langlah, perkahwinan jadi mangsa.

Banyak lagi faktor2 yg perlu diambil kira. Hidup di alam perkahwinan dengan alam bujang sangat jauh bezanya.. (cakap macam ada pengalaman)

Tapi, xde salahnya kahwin awal. Dengan syarat dah cukup ilmu agama, dan bersedia pikul tanggungjawab. Dan yang penting sekali, bersedia untuk sedia! Banyak jugak faedah kahwin muda ni.. boleh elakkan maksiat. Latih diri untuk jadi matang. Melengkapkan salah satu cabang iman..

Bercakap tentang bait muslim ni, Bait Muslim ni membantu menyatukan pasangan ataupun membantu mana2 yg ingin mencari pasangan hidup dengan cara yg betul di sisi Islam..
Dalam borang ni, kita boleh letakkan ciri2 pasangan yg kita impikan.. Masa ceramah bait muslim tadi, macam2 jenis soalan pelik yg keluar, maklumlah, bila cakap pasal kahwin ni, semuanya semangat lain macam je.. Ade yg tanya boleh x cari pasangan luar negara melalui bait muslim? (pandang kiri & kanan sambil tersenyum)..
Ada jugak yang tanya boleh tak nak cari calon untuk 4 org isteri?

Timbul jugak isu2 perkahwinan antara pelajar medik dan azhar.. medik dan medik. sebagainyalah... Apa2 pun, seperti kata ahli panel tadi.. pasangan mana2 pun sama je. Tanggungjawab sebagai seorang suami/isteri tetap sama. Bidang tidak membezakan tanggungjawab yang perlu dipikul..

Akhir kata.. Kenapa tiba2 buat post pasal kahwin ni???!!!

p/s : Saya xnak pasangan doktor..

Try To Answer This..

2010-03-22T22:42:00.004+02:00

Isn't that gorgeous??!!
A gift from Dato' Salleh to Intan
(Intan in 'Pisau Cukur Movie', NOT ME!!)

Buat Apa Nak Bercinta Dengan Orang Miskin,

Kalau Boleh Bercinta Dengan Orang Kaya,

Betul Tak????

Taken From : Pisau Cukur

Siapa Kata Tak Sayang..

2010-03-21T21:41:00.003+02:00

disayangi ramai

gusti gusti

Happy Birthday to my nephew,Muhammad Haziq Diniy.. Seperti tahun lepas mak uda kat mesir mase birthday diniy. Jimat duit.. Xyah beli hadiah hari jadi. But, Actually its kinda sad for losing the oppurtunity to watch u grow up. Dah 2 tahun rupanya anak sedara mak uda. Masa kita cakap haritu (internet), terkejut mak uda bila diniy dah tak panggil mak uda --> 'Mak Kuda'.. Tapi masalahnya sekarang ni diniy panggil mak uda 'kakak'! apakah??? Diniy.. diniy.. dengar mak su panggil mak uda kakak, dia pun sama panggil kakak. Kalau mak uda je diniy panggil camtu xpelah jugak. Ini dengan segala mak diniy, diniy panggil 'along', ayah ngah panggil 'bangah', ayah lang panggil 'balang'. Xpelah,diniy tengah belajar cakap kot. Tiru je ape semua orang cakap. Siapa kata mak uda x sayang diniy? Walaupun dalam ramai2 family kita, mak uda yg paling garang dgn diniy, x bermakna mak uda x sayang diniy. Walaupun mak uda x suka budak kecik, but i give exception. See, how special u are to me. Mak Uda tau mak uda selalu marah diniy bila diniy selalu cakar2 muka orang. X baik tau. Habis muka umi dengan tok abah pun diniy cakar. X baik tau.. Dalam ramai2 tu,mak uda je diniy x dapat nak cakar. Tapi mak uda ingat raya tahun lepas, malam raya tu, diniy berjaya jugak cakar hidung mak uda lantas mencacatkan penampilan mak uda di pagi raya.. Ada mak uda marah? ada? ada? (macam ada je rasenye..).. Dalam ramai2 tu jugak, mak uda je berani marah2 diniy. Yang lain semua x berani marah. Mentang2lah diniy tu cucu tunggal. Mak Su yang kononnya garang tu pun x berani marah diniy. Mak Uda je marah2 diniy. Tapi xpe, bila diniy dah besar nanti diniy akan dengar pepatah 'marah tu tandanya sayang..' Kadang2 mak uda kecik hati jugak, bila nak main tumbuk2 ke,kejar2 ke, pedang2 ke, diniy cari mak uda.. main dgn mak uda. Tapi bila main cium2, peluk2, diniy pegi kat maksu. Tapi xpe, bila mak uda tanya, 'diniy sayang mak uda x?', diniy pun angguk dgn sungguh mcm upin ipin tu. Cair terus mak uda. Mak Uda ni sabar orangnya tau.. sabar je layan kerenah diniy. Masa mak uda belanja diniy yogurt sebab diniy suka yogurt,diniy terus cakar soft palate mak uda. geram sungguh waktu itu. Tp mak uda cakap ape ingat x? mak uda kate " thank u very much diniy!'.. And masa mak uda drive kereta, diniy pun sibuk nak drive jugak, pastu kisai semua cd2 and tekan segala button yg ada dlm kereta tu, mak uda x kisah pun.. sebabnya mak su diniy ade! hahahha.. die yg kene pegang diniy. Diniy, sorrylah ye, sebab selalu bagi diniy makan benda pedas. Bukan ape,bila diniy duduk atas riba mak uda masa makan, mak uda pun nak makan jugak. Tangan diniy pun laju je capai itu ini. Mak uda x perasan pun diniy pegi ambik gulai yg pedas gila tu! dah dua kali dah mak uda buat camtu. hahahaha.. opppsss... sorry! Diniy ingat x masa dekat sogo haritu, diniy punyalah nakal.. penat mak uda kejar. Sampai diniy pegi ketuk2 pintu dekat fitting room tu. ketuk2 tu xpelah jugak. ni,diniy pegi intai ikut bawah pintu tu,terkejut org tu. Terpaksalah mak uda mengendong diniy dan lari dari situ.. Nanti bila mak uda balik nanti, we start all over again okay? diniy mesti dah x igt mak uda.. Xpe2, nanti mak uda bawak diniy jalan2 okay? diniy mesti bangga dapat jalan dengan mak sedara yang hot macam mak uda kan?kan?kan? (koya time..) okay2,mak uda got to go now, lots of love, Mak Kuda.. eh,silap, MAK UDA..

seperti dia.. maka saya juga.

2010-03-19T20:38:00.002+02:00

What I'm going to write, is just exactly the same as she wrote..

So, Just go to hers to read mine..

'Click here'

p/s : berkemungkinan bersara sebentar dari dunia blog dan fb. beri laluan kepada exam..

Dia suruh buat, saya buatla....

2010-03-12T09:56:00.002+02:00

First of all, sorry ek Nisa, lambat buat tag ni. and, thanx jugak tag aku..
dah lama dah aq x kena tag! hahahha...
And thanx jugak ajar aku camne nak screen shot! tu sbb aku x buat2.. hihihi

Okay, kenapa saya suka gambar ni?

Gambar ni diambil kat Turkey,dekat Topkapi Palace
Gambar kalau tgk besar2 & betul2, boleh nampak garis cahaya matahari.. cantik!
Gambar ni nampak ke-oversea-an nya..
btw Nisa, aku pun guna Windows 7 Okay!!!
Mestilah sebab dalam gambar ni ada SAYA yg merupakan watak utama!
Dalam gambar tu saya pakai beg yg banyak org jeles sbb best! hahaha... beli kat turkey.

okay, tu je kot!

saya nak tag adik saya.. yang lain kalau anda terbaca, silalah buat ye..

All depend on you!

2010-03-04T22:19:00.002+02:00

Failure, success, joy, happiness, sadness,

Actually depend on us, ourselves.

We are the one who determine it.

If u think that u are beatiful, the whole world will see the same.

If u think that u are smart, the whole universe will aware of that.

If u think u are strong enough, then nobody will try to harm u.

If u think the problem is small, then the big one is not a matter anymore.

The most important thing is,

the confidence that u should place in your heart,

with some nice smooth efforts,

and the world will be ruled the way u want it!

But u just have to act like one!!!

p/s :
those who understand any of these, please raise up ur hand. anyone? anyone? okay, no one! sigh...........

Droplets

2010-03-01T19:14:00.000+02:00

Seriously want to update my blog,
And seriously don't know about what.

Recently, my adik gave me this song & asked me to read the lyrics.
Unexpectedly, i like this song.
The acoustic version is even better.

Droplets-----Colbie Caillat feat Jason Reeves

I'm leaving you
I'm not sure if that's what I should do
It hurts so bad
I'm wanting you but can't go back
Trying to find, to find
That all elusive piece of mind
Stuck here somehow
Shrouded beneath my fear
And now I don't need it

Cuz I'm walkin down this road alone and figured all I'm thinking bout is you, is you my love
And my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away and I'm just waiting for
The droplets, droplets

You left a mark
I wear it proudly on my chest
Above my heart Above my heart
To Remind me that I feel the best
When I'm with you When I'm with you
To me everything is effortless
You know it's true
My eyes are painted with regret and I don't need it

Cuz I'm walkin down this road alone and figured all I'm thinking bout is you, is you my love
And my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away and I'm just waiting to fall and sink into your tears

You are like the raindrops, the raindrops falling down on me
You left a mark (you left a mark)
She left a mark (he left)
She left (he left)
And I don't (I don't)
Need it. (Need it)

p/s : Yes.. And I don't need it..

Mungkin anda dah tahu tp saya baru tahu..

2010-02-22T10:56:00.006+02:00

the canon..

Few Facts About Turkey/Istanbul

Great Wall of China was built as a defence against Turkish (Ottoman) attack. We learned it protected China from Mongolia. But actually Mongolia was under Turkey Uthmaniah.

2. Yogurt originated from Turkey.

3. 99% of the population's muslim. But they admit that they don't practic it well.

4. Turkey was one of the first country who has diplomatic relationship with Israel when Israel was found.

5. Turkey is in process to get Europe Standard.

Baca menu kedua tu..

6. Most of turkish can speaks more than 2 languages
-Turkish
-English
-Arabic
-Spanish

7. Almost 99.99% of Turkish smoking. Including women. Including muslim. Including scarf wearer.

8. Bosphorus sea seperates Asia from Europe.

9. Turkey Uthmaniah invented canon. Each bullet is 600kg and needs at least 200 people to carry it.

10. In Topkapi Palace Museum, you can find:
-Prophet Muhammad's S.A.W beard and footprint.
-Prophet John's (Yahya) arm (with flesh,nerves, arteries) & vault of skull

11. Sufi dance- spinning dance. 1 hand above indicate receive from god. 1 hand below to pass it to others.

12. They are soooo beautiful & handsome!!!

Told you.. kacak right?

Seani Sevierim Turkiye..---> SIR MEHMED

2010-02-19T11:40:00.004+02:00

My last entry's suck!
With grammatical error + spelling + micro pics..
My following entry will be uploaded with pictures too..

This very fatherly man named Mehmed.
In front of him we call him Sir, but behind we call him uncle.
hihi..

A turkish but live in London for already 4 years.
40 years old. Single.
A Manager of a Thai Restaurant in London.

Where was this man came from?
We met him in a metro on the way to Topkapi Palace.
Actually Topkapi Palace's in Sultanahmet, not in Topkapi.
In other words, we were in a wrong direction.

So,the only option we had is to visit Panorama Museum in Topkapi.
Fortunately he's going to the museum too.
And he volunteer to take us there and explain what he knew.
(Free touristguide)
Hahaha.. Our colleges from other places paid 35USD for halfday touristguide and we got it for free!
By the way Sir Mehmed studied History & Political Science.
And he knew a LOT about all the amazing infos that you might not find in books.
All the explanations in the museum were in Turkish.
If we didn't met Sir Mehmed, we just wasting our money then.

After museum-ing.. He gave us his map, all his brochures for us.
And we also exchanged phone number.

Until one day, when we decided to visit GALATA TOWER, we called him for direction.
He seemed very worried. But we managed find the tower .
Until we met him again on the way to Mahmud Pasa.
He brought us there..
By the way. . Mahmud Pasa is the real place for shopping!
Get your mental ready before u go crazy there.

And after that, we went to Eyub..
A hills of dead. On top of it were restaurants and hotels.
We took a cabel car.
The view from the top was awesome! At night..
He introduced us some traditional drinks and food named sahlep.
It's delicious.
About the food..
looks like pancake with cheese and spinach inside it..
Perfect!

We finished about 10 p.m.
Very kindly, he escorted us until in front of our hotel to make sure we safe.
And extra kindly, he helped me with my shopping luggage! hihi..

The next day which was the last day,he came to our hotel to say goodbye to us.
We'll miss u Sir Mehmed..

May Allah Bless You.

Seani Sevierim Turkiye..---> PART 1

2010-02-18T11:58:00.012+02:00

For The First Part, Let the pics speak for themselves..
Picture speaks a thousand words.

-Hyper sweet candy! 1.5 Lira.
-In front of Blue Mosque
-I was the first who tried it. Suddenly so there's a crowd to try it.
-A professional photographer took a photo of me with the candy!

From left to right :

-Before Bosphorus Cruise. With our organizer, Aiman, "Si Melayu Celup" because he can speaks Malay..

- View from the cruise. The water seems dark and mysterious. But Calm...
A lot of luxurious houses at the beache. With private boats.
Each of us claimed our own house.. hihihi..

- With Hamizah Apandi.

This is the best part!!!

- Istanbul is heaven for shopping! Heaven!!!
We were very lucky for the sale was exactly on the day we visited the mall!
Heaven sale.. Sangat murah..

- Manequin tambahan.. hihii
At the leather market. A reasonable price..
And i bought...................

TADAAAA...!!!

-A clutch + purse.
Read that : Deri Sarayi, Genuine Leather, Since 1957
Since i don't have a proper purse, so I decided to get a nice one with quality.
The only red leather. The Price?? berpatutan lah dgn genuine leather..
So,this is my new baby.

- Sir Mehmed. Our free touristguide until the very last day.
A Turksih but live in London.
A Manager of That Restaurant. Single.
I'm gonna make an entry for this noble man..

- In Panorama museum (History museum) in Topkapi.
The first 3D museum in the world. But all in Turkish.
Thanx to Sir Mehmed for the translation.

-This is the painting covering a 3000 square metre area in 360 degree spatial setting with a sense of 3D.

-Okay.. That good looking guy really has a talent.
He's drawing a pic of me.. ehh.. no.. The Great Blue Mosque.
And his drawing is beautiful.. Actually he just sketched..

-In front of Hagia Sophia. raining..

- Again in front of Aya Sophia and scenic fountain.
Aya sophia was once a church,a mosque and now a museum.

-Zagazigian team. The Best and The always crowd attention group..
--> Ana-Kak Una-Mizah-Intan-Hana-Izyan

-Inside the Topkapi Palace. With Hanatarius.

-Searching for the key.. hehehe..
I changed my mind. I dont want to marry a prince anymore. The Palace is soooooo large. Easily get lost. And it might take 2 hours just to meet my prince. Sigh!!

-A hollow tree.

- Still inside the palace..

-Outside the library of the palace

-Inside the Blue Mosque. Subhanallah..
Glimmering chandelier add the mistique of the Mosque.

-The yard of the Blue Mosque.

-On the way to Galata Tower.
Once used by army to control the Bosphorus sea.

- View from top of Galata Kulesi(tower)

-At Bursa to play SNOW!!!!!!

- My snowman..
I love snow!

-Taksim Square. Quite expensive.
But still berlambak je beli..
Them.. not me!

-Eyub.. Tombs of Pasha(general). The hill's full with tombs of so many generation.
On Top of the hill were restaurant and hotels.
Need to take a cabel car to the top.

The view from the top of the hill.
Kelakar kan. Bawah kubur. Atas tempat peranginan.

Grand Bazaar. Ceramics..
Pakcik yg gatal.. but its okay.
He gave a good price.

-Hari Sahabat in Turkey.

-Sahlep. A traditional drink.
On top is kulit kayu manis.
Followed by yogurt mixed with orchid's herb.

p/s : waiting---> Sir Mehmed, History of Istanbul, Unforgetable moments..