Pabila lampu bilik terbakar..

It's all the lamp's fault,
for being too emotional tonight. it's not functioning.terbakar kot!
so,min & i borrow table lamps from our housemates. Can u imagine it now?
my room now is kinda 'romantic',which is not suitable for study (pening kpala cahaya malap).
baca novel boleh plak!haishh..
for additional mood,i play edwin mccain's song-I'll be. My favourite!!
Still listening to the song right now. and reading 'Aa+Bb' novel. One part of the novel is,the hero & heroin dance for this song.. Arghhh..jiwang giler!
Okay-i admit it.. I'm kind of a little bit emo. But,who doesn't right?

And....my housemates(not all) gathered in my room. digging all the first love story(girl's talk).
but all of stories had a sad ending. the guys don't even know they were & are being admired.

All these dragged me to my PASUM life. I had a best friend.She never fell in love. She always got into fights with this one guy. Always!! She hate the guy sooo much,and the guy always teased her.

But,one day, she noticed that the guy always stared at her (perasaan je kot!)
Oppss,sorry friends! jgn marah.. But they still quarreled. Until one time,she came to me & confessed she likes him. i was damn suprised! She didn't even realized since when it happened.

They kept on quarelling,but i had a feeling that the guy likes her too. Then, we found out that the guy already had a soul-mate. My friend can accept the fact and avoided him. But,PASUM is a small world.she couldn't avoid it. I noticed this guy always stared at my friend & i made a conclusion that they had a feeling for each other.

Most of our friends knew that they were enemy,but i think only me & the guy best friend's knew what's the hell was going on. They kept their feelings until the end of PASUM.

What I'm trying to say is, it is realy hard to go through a love story like this.
they like each other but can't be together. Maybe the guy tried to be loyal to his partner and my friend didn't want to steal someone's belonging. As for the girl,it's even harder loving somebody who didn't even know that she love him.

*entah2 kwn aku tu je yg perasan. ishh..kejam sungguh ayatku.
Alah..kalau jodoh x ke mane jugak. lagipun ikhtilat tu!!
Baik tumpu study.

EDWIN MCCAIN-I'LL BE

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
And emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth

And tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

And I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love suicide
And I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
And you're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive, and not dead

And tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

And I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I`ll be love suicide
And I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

And I dropped out, I burned up, I fought my way back from the dead,
I tuned in, I turned on, remembered the thing that you said.

And I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love suicide
And I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

The greatest fan of your life

Original touch of,
Land of Love..